πΎπ» your lil bear π»πΎ ~ pt 3
wellp today i was supposed to have therapy but my support worker was MIA π₯²
ended up having a good one tho, mainly spent playing games with my friend. a much needed break. cant wait to stream tomorrow! got more windwaker in store! βΊοΈπ
super sleepy and have been wanting to fix my schedule so it will be an early one tonight i think. sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes! ππ
2022-09-29 03:24:15 +0000 UTC
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πΎπ» your lil bear π»πΎ ~ pt 2
ive been a big dummy recently and have been staying up too late and sleeping in i really hate when my schedule is so flipped so im gonna try and work on it, but for now im just so sleepy all the time again. even tho i was tired i still mustered up the strength to do a shoot and im proud of myself for it. the next shoot i plan to do is for halloween! I can't wait to share my Halloween ideas with yalls when im finished them all!! βΊοΈπ
ive been watchi...
2022-09-28 03:57:58 +0000 UTC
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πΎπ» your lil bear π»πΎ ~ pt 1
today was a good day. I spent the day celebrating my new friends birthday early. we played some games, watched a movie and overall had a good time! im so happy she likes the presents! I have more for her for when her birthday actually comes around and im gonna be taking her out to dinner because i really don't want her to be alone for her birthday. π₯Ί
well im still technically at her place so ima go now, im sending you lots of love, good thoughts and p...
2022-09-27 03:53:40 +0000 UTC
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βοΈSTREAMING SOON! βοΈ
β°οΈ ~ 9:30 PM PST ~ β°οΈ
2022-09-26 04:30:46 +0000 UTC
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π your lil moo moo π
[part of a private gift shoot]
today i got to meet with my new friend who also has EDS. she came to my house and we hung out in my room just chatting about our lives and our condition. she told me the other day that she always wanted to have elf ears so i decided to give her my extra pair, and because she likes manga i also lent her some of my faves. her birthday is coming up so i bought us matching sanrio Keychains and friendship bracelets that will hopefully arrive...
2022-09-24 03:57:01 +0000 UTC
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~β’Β°π peppy lil daddy's girl πΒ°β’~
[ pt 3] ~β’Β°β‘ END β‘Β°β’~
today's stream went great! i got to use and show off my new art assets i made, we beat the boss of the temple of the gods, and we just had genuine good time chatting it up. i started today not great because i was super late to stream and it was just a whole fiasco but im doing alot better after having such a great stream! it was nice meeting new people and giving advice to some who asked. i can't wait to stream agai...
2022-09-23 03:23:19 +0000 UTC
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~β’Β°π peppy lil daddy's girl πΒ°β’~
[ pt 2 ]
today i helped my friend stream for the first time in a couple years. not like he really needed the help but I love encouraging people and we played overwatch together to make it easy. im excited to stream tomorrow! I've made even more stream assets that im excited to show off plus ofc im pumped to keep playing wind waker! after this playthrough i think im actually going to play little miss fortune and then the bioshock series.
im most l...
2022-09-22 04:08:28 +0000 UTC
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~β’Β°π peppy lil daddy's girl πΒ°β’~
[ pt 1]
i was able to do a super cute shoot today that ive been excited for for a while. it's a teddy bear girl outfit and i really hope you like it!
i went for a drive with my mother today and we talked about things. it was nice to let her get some things off her chest. things have been tough for her lately so im gonna try to help out where i can.
its nice to be back in the rhythm of making things. i hope to keep a steady grind until October b...
2022-09-21 02:40:51 +0000 UTC
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π· sweet summer smiles π· ~ pt 4
~β’Β°β‘ END β‘Β°β’~
the weekend is over sadly and the new week has begun. lots of work to be done so onwards we go. im happy for this cooler weather we have been having where i am. nice and refreshing after such bad heat waves. fingers crossed that this is where it will stay for a while because i like being able to actually wear my clothes.
i made a new friend recently. my mom met the woman at the hospital who also has a daughter with EDS like me. she ...
2022-09-20 04:50:11 +0000 UTC
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π· sweet summer smiles π· ~ pt 3
i went for a walk to grab Timmies and some munchies for me and my friend to snack on this weekend. i meant to get up early but i just was so tired that i slept in again. finally been able to work on my art comms again tho idk how much time ill have for them rn. an old boss of mine from my art stuff got back into contact with me recently and offered me a few jobs. im gonna meet with him next weekend to discuss the diff jobs and what they need from me. if i h...
2022-09-17 04:34:40 +0000 UTC
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π· sweet summer smiles π· ~ pt 2
today's stream went well! we completed the tower of the gods atleast all the way until the boss. unfortunately i got really stuck on this one enemy so i ran out of time to fight the boss on stream. wellp that gives us next streams goal but ik we will have more to do after that. i think we are just over half way finished. βΊοΈ
i bought an air pump for the kiddie pool so i can do those special fake hot tub streams. in which i fill a kiddie pool with teddy ...
2022-09-16 02:13:57 +0000 UTC
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π· sweet summer smiles π· ~ pt 1
today i was so tired that i let myself sleep in a bit longer than usual. because of that i sorta lost track of time and wasn't able to get the stuff i wanted to done. so this week's posts and the following for a bit will be more content transfered from my pocketstars like today's shoot. i promise that ill be working on more new content next week. i have been trying my best to catch myself back up but it takes time and so does creating my shoots. i am excite...
2022-09-15 02:48:16 +0000 UTC
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βπΈ Lil Space Princess πΈβ ~ pt 4
~β’Β°β END βΒ°β’~
the end of one of my fav sets. π₯Ίπ
i truly hope you enjoyed this shoot because it made me so happy to make!
i was so sick this morning that i didn't know if id be able to pull a shoot off today, but i did! im proud of myself for pulling it together and getting it done because it really stresses me out to be behind on things like i am. tomorrow i hope to be able to do another one, this time a main shoot but it depends on my...
2022-09-14 02:33:02 +0000 UTC
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βπΈ Lil Space Princess πΈβ ~ pt 3
since my family left they have been sorta jerking my schedule around saying that we'd call and then going mia i dealt with this all weekend and today so ive been a lil frustrated and emotionally hurt by it but i finally got to talk to them today and it all fell away. i miss them so much i can't wait until the day i go to visit. but because i was trying to get ahold of them all day, my day got all messed up and i got nothing done so i decided that ill j...
2022-09-13 02:25:38 +0000 UTC
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βπΈ Lil Space Princess πΈβ ~ pt 2
ive been so tired that i slept most of the day away. im still pretty tired but it was nice to rest just a bit longer. ive drank so many cups of tea since i got up just to wake up. my brain has been so wired that sometimes i can't even play games. between that and being sick every morning and night, ive been having a tough time with it. alot of it is stress related and there honestly isn't much more i can do about it rn other than just take it day by da...
2022-09-10 03:05:12 +0000 UTC
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βπΈ Lil Space Princess πΈβ ~ pt 1
this is the last of my newer content that i made before my break. ill be working on new content next week and working on planning this weekend. if i reach the end of this set before im prepared to post a new one, then i will just work on uploading old sets from pocketstars that yalls haven't seen.
today's stream went really well! i had alot of fun sailing the seas and bringing the pearls to the statues so we could bring forth the tower of trials. i c...
2022-09-09 03:40:12 +0000 UTC
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β’Β°π₯ your lil creeper π₯Β°β’ ~ pt 4
~β’Β°β‘ END β‘Β°β’~
still pretty sick today but i manages to bang out a private shoot regardless. gift shoots take just as long to coordinate as regular shoots so they can also take alot of time but i hope they like them when they are done. i always put as much effort as i can into my shoots so all i can hope for is that they turn out okay. π₯Ί
i recently lent my images to someone's project so they could make a book of positive quotes. it was a...
2022-09-08 02:15:47 +0000 UTC
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β’Β°π₯ your lil creeper π₯Β°β’ ~ pt 3
just got home today. settling in, resting my body because i got really sick over the weekend most likely from stress. taking things day by day, trying to keep a smile on my face. im honestly really tired and disheartened but with meds and therapy i think ill be okay in time.
they gave me a choice to make, one i don't want to decide until January. they want me to move there and a good part of me wants to move with them too. not only have I already w...
2022-09-07 03:53:11 +0000 UTC
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β’Β°π₯ your lil creeper π₯Β°β’ ~ pt 2
my weekend is almost over so ill be heading home tomorrow. im so tired and honestly weighed down by what's going on but im doing my best to do the little things to make me happy. they don't fill the void quite the same but atleast im happy in the moment. got a new skirt, wore it for 2 days and then it broke rip, then i bought mortal kombat for switch not knowing they completely ruined the game so it could run there. can't get a refund and don't care ...
2022-09-06 06:22:03 +0000 UTC
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β’Β°π₯ your lil creeper π₯Β°β’ ~ pt 1
me and my friend just started watching Moon Knight. finished watching loki last weekend. both are good shows. also got the latest tracks on Mario kart so we bin playin that too. so far no tears so i think im doing good. it helps i have my friends cat and them of course too. my leg has really been killing me so im praying these meds start to help out soon. im on new ones that take a while for your body to get used to. also great news! i finally got my...
2022-09-03 03:48:44 +0000 UTC
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β‘π cotton candy neko maid πβ‘
~Β°[ pt 4 ~ END ]Β°~
finally one step ahead of pocketstars. this last part of this set was supposed to be uploaded to pocketstars over a week ago now but because their site has become bugged and dysfunctional im still unable to post there. honestly unsure if i wanna continue or if im gonna wait until i see my money before i keep tryna post there but regardless im still gonna keep posting and updating yalls here. π
said goodbye to the rest of my family...
2022-09-02 04:55:33 +0000 UTC
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β‘π cotton candy neko maid πβ‘
[ pt 3 ]
said goodbye to some of my family today, helping finish pack up the uhaul tomorrow and saying goodbye to the others then. ive bit back so many tears since this move started but once it's all over i think ill let myself have a good cry.
as ive said before there are so many good reasons as to why they should leave so im trying not to be too sad about it. ill call them as much as i can and i plan to visit for Christmas and sooner if i can.
i just ...
2022-09-01 04:55:27 +0000 UTC
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β‘π cotton candy neko maid πβ‘
[ pt 2 ]
since ill be spending my week helping my family move i won't be able to make Thursdays stream, but i hope to next week! ive probably already stated before but it's gonna be a rough couple of days.. couple of weeks even. idk how long it will take me to be okay again. it breaks my heart into pieces to watch them go but it's so important that they do. everything is cheaper there and they get more of an income and better health care. so many reasons ...
2022-08-31 02:25:52 +0000 UTC
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β‘π cotton candy neko maid πβ‘
[ pt 1]
finally got home from helping my family again this weekend, but this time was for the last time.. im gonna go help out and see them off on Wednesday and then that will be it.. they will be gone and out of my life... it was hard not to cry while hugging and saying goodbye. it was hard not crying in the car. i already miss them and they haven't even gone anywhere yet. Wednesday will be the hardest... idk what ill do after that.. im happy i have my fr...
2022-08-30 04:24:27 +0000 UTC
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ππ lil rainbow space case π« ~ pt 4
~β’Β°β‘ END β‘Β°β’~
hope you have a great weekend! im going to be spending what little time i have left with some precious close family of mine. they are moving soon and it's going to really effect me. i always come to help out every weekend idk what ill do when im not seeing their faces anymore..
they are going to a much better place with cheaper rent and better health care tho so im super happy for them.
if you love something let it go as the...
2022-08-27 03:02:03 +0000 UTC
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ππ lil rainbow space case π« ~ pt 3
i had a good stream today! it was so nice to see everyone who came to say hi. we got the sacred leaf and we are ready to find the 3rd pearl. it's bin a million years since i beat it as a kid so i cant remember how far along i am but i think we are making good "waves"... hehe π€
also bin playing alot of sonic adventures 2, mainly for the chao garden which i love, but damn that game is hard! it's so much harder than i remember i feel so stupid tryna...
2022-08-26 06:11:34 +0000 UTC
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ππ lil rainbow space case π« ~ pt 2
so i was still hoping to work a bit this week but fr im dying in this heat so i deff gotta take the week off. tomorrow's stream on twitch is still on tho so far so i hope to see you there! ill be playing more wind waker and goofing off like an idiot again so if you like me and like my idiocy and you like legend of zelda then you should deff come say hi! βΊοΈπ
been spending my day listening to music and hanging out with my friend. keeping my lig...
2022-08-25 02:33:16 +0000 UTC
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ππ lil rainbow space case π« ~ pt 1
today was an okay day. nothing bad happened, no bad mood swings, nothing holding me back aside from my tired body. i took today to rest as well ill probably be resting on and off this week because i really need it. i still plan to stream on Thursday tho! im deff a broken record at this point because i feel like i keep saying the same things but its all that's circling inside my head atm. π₯²
a dear fan disappeared on me recently, their whole accoun...
2022-08-24 03:52:26 +0000 UTC
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-βͺοΈβ β β a lil militant β β β βͺοΈ- ~ pt 4
---βͺοΈβ [ END ]β βͺοΈ---
im so sorry i didn't post on Friday i was so busy trying give my friend the best birthday that time got away from me. im also still struggling with pocketstars not working for me so now all my posts are confused and discombobulated. i already planned to take a break so ig nows a good time if any, but ill still be posting to fansly atleast. i withdrew what i had left on there in hopes id see atleast see a p...
2022-08-23 04:24:27 +0000 UTC
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-βͺοΈβ β β a lil militant β β β βͺοΈ- ~ pt 3
pocketstars cant even get my posts right anymore. a post i made yesterday is still stuck in processing over 24 hours later. forcing me to reupload it. plus my notifications are bugged and i still have yet to hear from them since they last asked fory banking information. im really struggling here.. π₯²
otherwise todays stream playing windwaker went great! i had alot of fun with yalls enjoying a game from my childhood and making memes tog...
2022-08-19 04:43:34 +0000 UTC
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