iShyNya

Wishing everyone a lovely day! Less than three days left until my birthday!!! It looks like there’s a 90% chance I’ll be spending it at a water park after all. Although it’s still quite a trip to get there — it’s pretty far — but it actually looks like a real water park! And I think that’s the only thing I’m almost sure about x) For someone who usually celebrates birthdays in front of the computer with some tasty food, it feels both unusual and a bit tricky to plan everything...

Beautiful sunset, isn't it? Hey, everybody. The last few days have been a thinking trap. In the picture you can see the remnants of Jinx tattoos on my body. A few days ago i did a big Jinx cosplay in a new style. After that as you remember my eye hurt. unfortunately I can't show you that cosplay yet. I'm very disappointed with how it turned out. I opened different photos and videos of this cosplay many times and at first glance everything was fine, but if I looked at the photo for more than 2...

My eyes and the fatigue still won't let me work properly, so here's a video I prepared earlier. Today I'll rest and try to recover-definitely need to buy some eye drops. Hopefully I'll still manage to get at least a little bit of work done #skinny #tiny #small #egirl #petite #teen #altgirl #gamergirl

I'm fine, I just worked all day on the photoset, I even used lenses! But I'm incredibly tired now and I've damaged my eye with a lens and it's very hard for me to work now. I'll try to make a post today, but if I can't, I'll post it tomorrow Photos seems to have turned out wonderful. I've never been photographed for so long Now I'm lying with my right eye closed :D

I am convening an online meeting of experts in the comments! The goal is to find out what kind of hosiery it is! I've struggled to figure it out to find a suitable subreddit, but all I find are either stockings, which should be sheer, nylon which is also sheer, or knee socks, which are fleecy What am I wearing? I don't understand x)

Oops horizontal video in a vertical internet world I really want to shoot horizontal content but it's like modern websites are less and less focused on horizontal content and more and more on vertical content!!!! But I thought that shouldn't stop me. I want to do horizontal content, I just need to figure out how to adapt it to social media. #skinny #teen #tiny #egirl #altgirl #petite #gamergirl #geek #nerdy #stockings

Good morning everyone! Only one week left until my birthday! I’m in a great mood! Originally, I was planning to go to a water park and then to a sauna for my birthday. But... I couldn’t find any real water parks nearby, so I’m reconsidering my plans. The good news is, I did find a Japanese sauna — an onsen! Does this make me an old lady if I want to spend my birthday in a sauna? :D I’m not sure if I’ve mentioned this before, but I definitely know one place I won’t be going — ...

Good morning! My leg stopped hurting and yesterday I took new photos and videos! You can consider this video a demo version, or not X) I missed the gloomy photos and videos, after all, they have a special vibe if I manage to put the light well. This time everything worked out! The mood is wonderful, I feel great, today I want to create something cool again Such a cheerful post after yesterday's sadness #skinny #tiny #small #egirl #petite #teen #altgirl #goth #gamergirl

I look at this video and envy myself. right now my knee hurts and I can't sit like this. i wonder what happened but it will probably go away soon. i have plans for new photos today #skinny #teen #petite #cosplay #cosplayer #small #egirl #gamergirl

Hey everyone! I wanted to share something about my sleep dreams. There’s been a very clear pattern over the past year in what I dream about. And the number one recurring theme is… drum roll… RPGs. But not fantasy game worlds — it's the real world, just with loot, monsters, leveling up, and progression systems. Usually the dream starts off normal, and then it gradually shifts into an RPG setting. And honestly, it’s incredibly fun and fascinating. I used to dream about games I had rece...

Today feels a little strange. I'm not sad or happy—just somewhere in between. Nothing really happened, but there's this soft fog inside. And I keep thinking about all the things I wanted to do… but didn’t. Sometimes the day just slips away, and you can’t quite catch it. It’s not good or bad. It just is. Maybe tomorrow, I’ll finally catch up with myself. But at least right now, I'm cooking a really nice dinner

So I made a picture to show you what I mean

Is it just me, or do I look a bit like Shadowheart (White ver.) from Baldur’s Gate 3 here? I can’t unsee it now :D When I was taking this photo, I briefly thought I resembled her — I guess it’s just the makeup and hair color. Let’s just say it’s the secret love child of Frieren and Shadowheart 💜

Good morning everyone Although the video is from yesterday morning, now I have good morning too Or not a very good morning? Everything seems to be fine. It's just that at night and in the morning I constantly woke up because of thunderstorms and a leaking window to wipe the floor. The first time I woke up when I was frightened by a strong wind and closed the window and the door to the balcony a little. The second time I closed the windows completely. The third time I heard thunder and saw rain...

Goth Frieren v2 Made myself some breakfast and I’m slowly getting ready to start the day. I’ve got a lot of plans piling up, so I’d like to at least get a few of them done. I think it’s also time to update some profile info here and there — give everything a little refresh. I’m in a great mood today, so I’ll try to make good use of that energy 💜

Good morning everyone! The weather’s been really interesting lately — during the day it’s insanely hot, but at night it gets cold with thunderstorms. It kind of feels like I’m living in a constant contrast shower By the way, I don’t use air conditioning at all. That might surprise you, considering how hot it gets in Thailand, especially during this time of year. I used to turn it on only for photoshoots, but now I don’t use it at all. On the one hand, it’s a good thing — I do...

Hey hey! I totally didn’t plan to become gothic Frieren again, but once I put the skirt and corset on correctly and swapped out the swimsuit — I just couldn’t resist! This time I really love how the look turned out, and I had such a great time shooting a full photoset :3 I’m not sure if you’ll notice the difference, but to me it’s huge. Last time, I couldn’t focus or feel good about anything, but this time I was actually happy to work and create. Also… I completely lost track...

Oh, and I forgot to clean the mirror too — I definitely need to redo everything: put the costume on properly and clean the mirror. But hey, at least you'll have something to compare it with later :D So, I've finished Dragon Age: Origins! I'm a hero now :3 Such an amazing game — now I really want to go back to Dragon Age 2 to see what happens next, especially hoping to meet Morrigan again and find out what’s going on with her child… I barely remember anything about the story, which makes...

Hi everyone! Though I’m a bit late today... Let me tell you about my silly little mistake and how inattentive I can be sometimes. You know, this is actually the second time I’ve worn this outfit — and both times it felt… off. The first time it was a cosplay, and this time just a little bunny girl look. But in both cases, taking photos felt awkward — nothing looked quite right and I couldn’t figure out why. Well, turns out I was wearing the costume wrong! I had no idea the corset is...

And well… a few photos wouldn’t hurt either, right? Honestly, I feel amazing today. The treatment is going perfectly — no side effects, no discomfort at all. I’m still playing Dragon Age: Origins and slowly making small plans for tomorrow. When it comes to offline games, I think RPGs are definitely my favorite — things like Baldur’s Gate, Divinity: Original Sin, and Dragon Age. They give that special feeling of a journey. Some other games give me a similar vibe, though in a slight...

Hi everyone! Today I made a bit of content in regular home clothes. You might be surprised why I’m wearing a t-shirt instead of a tank top at home — but it’s just because all my light clothes are being washed right now :3 #skinny #teen #tiny #small #petite #egirl #alt #gamergirl #geek

Good morning! The medications are starting to work and I'm getting better!! I have a whole bunch of things here: antibiotic, diuretics, anti-inflammatory, probiotics and of course herbal tea :3 Very soon I will recover completely!! In the evening I hope to take photos :3 And now I'm going to share with you an old piece of video from a custom order. Even the bed here is not the same as I have now #skinny #tiny #small #egirl #petite #teen #cute

Hi everyone! I'm so ashamed that I strayed from my planned schedule. I really hate when i set a plan and then something happens and i just can't stick to it. I hope I’ll feel better soon. In the meantime, I’m still playing Dragon Age: Origins. I'm more and more tempted to cosplay Morrigan. Theoretically, I could make a full cosplay, but the pants and skirt seem like the most difficult parts. Of course, no ready-made versions are sold anywhere, and even adapting existing ones wouldn’t wo...

Hi everyone! I'm really glad I went to the doctor today and got some tests done. I started feeling worse today, but now I know what's going on and how to treat it. I think I'll fully recover soon! And oh my god, Dragon Age: Origins is such an interesting and enjoyable game. Now that I can finally play properly, I’m really happy and exploring the world’s story with so much excitement. Games from my childhood era are truly amazing. Though, I have to admit the combat system made me grumble a ...

As a result, I fight the crashes of the game :D I thought I would fight monsters... Updated: replaced the standard exe with a patched one by regular players. Crashes almost stopped and became rare

Hi. Actually, the photoset with the water droplets also included some shots with a cool mesh T-shirt. I haven’t seen the doctor yet — I’m going tomorrow since that’s the earliest day they’re available. But it seems like I may have recovered on my own completely. Still, I’ll go just to make sure everything’s okay. My mood suddenly became really strange — almost like that recent episode, but I’m keeping it under control. I’d go for a walk, but it’s very sunny and hot outsi...

I'm back! The trip went smoothly from an organizational point of view. However, there was another issue that’s now forcing me to adjust my plans. I’ve been dealing with a rather unpleasant and painful infection for the past few days. To be honest and not shy about it, I seem to have developed a urinary tract infection due to a weakened immune system. It was really bothering me during the whole trip — burning and pain that wouldn’t let up. But once I returned, got some rest, drank lots...

Right now I’m in another country, and this post was scheduled in advance. And there’s also a little story here :3 Feels like I’m recording an answering machine message in case someone calls :D But honestly, I’m a bit worried that I won’t have the energy to post anything when I return, so I’ll only be able to share how everything went on May 4. I’m sure future iShyNya will be doing fine, even though the iShyNya writing this on May 2 is still feeling nervous. Most likely, I’m on...

And once again, the wonderful Frieren The feeling of despair is behind me. The strange and unpleasant sensations in my body are gone too. Tonight, I’m traveling to another country and then back to Thailand to extend my stay here one last time for this trip. So right now, I’m only feeling a bit of anxiety and tiredness, but otherwise I’m okay. In about two months, I’ll return to my home country to visit my family. I also plan to try applying for a digital nomad visa. It’s not the eas...

A photo with water droplets and a sad text about me Yesterday I was very wrong to think I was feeling better — in both ways. Not long after posting, I had a nervous breakdown, and the next morning (today), my physical condition got worse too. But I think the emotional collapse hit me even harder. I desperately wanted to distract myself with something. I thought about playing games or watching a movie, a cartoon, videos, the news — anything — but everything just felt unbearably boring and...