Lol JFC my phone died right before I could save and lost my whole post even tho my charger was literally right next to me lol thanks adhd brain!
ANYWAY today's been rough I've had some kind of bad vestibular or stomach migraine and couldn't get done what I'd hoped but wanted to at least share these cute lil selfies I took one morning at Bee's!
I'm four round of meds deep so I think I've got a couple mins of functionality to finish this and conk out 🤞🏻
Also even tho I missed my cats a lo...
2021-11-25 10:58:40 +0000 UTC
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Fall vibes!
I took a chance on this lingerie set bcs it looked soft and it was only five bucks for both even tho the colours a bit out of my comfort zone hahah. The bra is soooo comfy tho (and a lil see thru but no complaints here) but the bottoms aren't the most flattering on my proportions, they dig in weird where they want to sit but aren't loose enough to wear high comfy either lolll. Kinda getting some 90s vibes for sure from the style and not much of that decade is flattering for my body t...
2021-11-22 01:55:51 +0000 UTC
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Psssst new cos alert!
I don't know if I'm gonna pull this off, and I'm still missing an item, but I got it stuck in my head I could manage a cute low key version fairly low spoon. Also twitter. Blame twitter haha. I had my hair like this the other day and Twitter was pretty hyped at the concept of ginger Angelina Jolie Lara croft vibes, or Clara Croft should I say bahha. Only issue is I have to do it before I get a lot of my hair length chopped next weekend (to help w migraines) bcs this is th...
2021-11-14 20:49:39 +0000 UTC
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I have some exciting news!
I didn't wanna say anything till it was closer bcs even tho we've been planning this for several months I didn't wanna get hopes up if something fell through.
Anyway I am super excited to announce I'm going to be staying with Bee (@overlairbee) for a few days to hopefully have a little mental health recharge and get some work help.
I haven't stayed over anywhere more than a couple of nights in yrs, definitely not since I've gotten so sick so it's really nerve-wrackin...
2021-11-13 14:27:03 +0000 UTC
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FYI if you're not following my free page too just a heads up there's a fun poll going to pick the colour of a spicey lil shirt!
https://onlyfans.com/222871834/claracosmiafree
PS if the poll isn't going your way tip me $45 and I'll get another one in a specific colour you want and send some taken just for you selfies when I get it :) if you tip a lil extra maybe I'll take some piccies with the top off for you too 😈
2021-11-10 04:24:56 +0000 UTC
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I finally got a new bikini bcs it was 12 bucks for this 3 piece and that seemed like a good investment hehe Esp for another shower show!
Managed to have a lil try in inbetween bad migraines, Woo, win!
The bottoms are cut a lil weird, however, if I wear them where they want to sit on my hips they highlight my lil tummy pudge that I'm a bit self conscious about(but trying to get better, hence sharing the not flat tummy pics too, dis the real me), but they are def flattering on me arse so that's...
2021-11-09 18:06:15 +0000 UTC
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So my hair is ridiculously long now, it's a bit too much to take care of (hence the latest two week space between being able to wash it haha) but I def gotta love how gorg it looks fresh after I wash it!
Def got some ginger Brooklyn shields from blue lagoon vibes dontcha think? Haha fun fact did you know they used extra hair extention for that movie and had to glue the hair to her bobs so it didn't keep having nip slips haha
I've wanted long curly hair my whole life so these natural waves and th...
2021-11-07 23:48:18 +0000 UTC
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Woof, I've had a rough couple days of pain flares from my reduced meds so it's been a lot of heating pad burrito for me just trying to keep myself fed and alive lol I think I hit a new record for how long I couldn't wash my hair for almost hit 2 weeks oooo boy. I finally had enough spoons and time between migraines to do it yesterday so even tho my body still feels like I'moving in 10x earth gravity I feel a lot better without a new ecosystem developing on my head haha
Anyway, Im still trying t...
2021-11-06 22:38:53 +0000 UTC
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Classic Wednesday Addams construction BTS peek
The top part is actually made of 4 sections: the white collar sewn into a lace bra, a push up bra on top, and then the black shrug. First clip is just the collar and sheer bra w some sneaky nips, second pic is is without the shrug, and last is all together!
I'm proud of the way I designed it tho, the lace flows together and kinda looks like one piece which I loveee. This shoot was a couple yrs back now but I vividly remember spending freaking hours ...
2021-11-02 02:43:29 +0000 UTC
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I AM SO PROUD OF THIS SHOT I HAD TO SHARE
I kno, I'm the worst with creating suspense around my drops I just get overexcited and wanna share w you like gushing to a pal about a new passion project haha 🥰 couldn't wait till the whole set is done I guess hehe so enjoy this lil Halloween booty bonus
(this shoot took about 4 months work and 2 days to build and shoot )
Btw as well as the new extra lewds I took this week I'm also making a new set of this first Wednesday shoot for yous all with o...
2021-10-31 22:54:38 +0000 UTC
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I am a burrito of pain but I can hobble walk so the flare wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be, so even tho I'm suffering w a migraine on top of it all I'm super proud of myself! it'll be a bit till I'm even semi functional but it's still a win! I think all the extra effort I put in to being safe (timers and many braces and heating pad breaks) actually helped mitigate the resulting flare g!
Anyway my point is even tho I'm rough, it's not as bad as expected for how much shooting I did, and I know...
2021-10-31 05:36:38 +0000 UTC
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Goodness this has been such a struggle! You know when you miss your turn and the gps is all 'recalculating"? That's what I have to do 20 times a day with how unpredictable my health stuff is on top of everything else complicated in my life. It's bloody endlessly exhausting, 😔 & I've also had a few rly bad depr ssion flare days so that's a fun new toeture to deal w on top of everything! I'm trying to remind myself rest isn't bad and I'm still getting a little done each day, I'm doing my be...
2021-10-29 11:11:05 +0000 UTC
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Lunara WIP continues...
I took a big gamble and finally ordered a couple things off shein for this look., notably the naughty lingerie set (full boob and crotchless, hella hawt) and the flowy skirt. I'm honestly pretty surprised by the quality and I think it's totally bringing my vision to life better than the earlier look!
Also the less fabric the item has the more complicated it is to put on hahah I'm pretty sure you're supposed to wear the crotchless knickers like the first pic but all the e...
2021-10-25 18:48:04 +0000 UTC
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Jessica Hamby from true bl0od...
Tell me I'm not the only one that rewatched that red riding hood scene like a hundred times hehe
Got a super hot mini set of this look in just pasties with wax drips coming soooon
PS I've got two more updates coming to explain a bit more about what's been going on but in the meantime I rly appreciate everyones sweet words and encouragement.
I'm rly struggling but you all bring a light to my life, tha K you 😭🥰💋
PPS if you're new & a spoonie/disab...
2021-10-17 18:19:06 +0000 UTC
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Okay so I tried that side ways bikini top trick every thottie has been doing this summer, I was so skeptical but I think I am a believer now what about you? 🙌🏻
Granted not the best top pattern to do it with... Should I maybe get a new bikini?
PS ignore the grey marks on my chest/ribs I had those electrodes on for 3 days for a holtor test and the adhesive was a bish to get off
2021-10-15 20:06:40 +0000 UTC
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Elven vampire 2.0: Lunara first looks!
Tried various combinations of black and crimson lingerie to work on an updated look but nothing felt quite right I think I'm still on the hunt...
But anywayyyy I couldn't decide on her name for awhile, but then I thought ok this OC vision I have in my head has a very like confident seductress vibe, close to Fireflys Inaras disposition... So I took that and I smushed it with Luna for moon/night connotations which gave me Lunara and I am pretty proud of mys...
2021-10-14 19:30:51 +0000 UTC
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Happy Wednesday my lovelies!
Lots of naughty Miss Addams content in working on releasing for Halloweeeeeeen including a professional set and live show clips of a lewd (nipnoots out) ginger version, peeked some of them and they're raaaather spicey 🔥
Squeeeeeee this is my favorite time of yr and I can't wait to share it w yous 💕
The universe has been working extra hard at its obstacles, and I may have gotten knocked on my arse a lot but s but I'm fighting
2021-10-13 21:16:29 +0000 UTC
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So I a few weeks ago I found these pics of this elven vampire I did a couple yrs back and I've fallen in love with the vibe again!
This was such a fun concept, my Cosmians actually picked it by accident lol I had a vote for what I should cos for a live stream but vampire and faerie tied so this creature was born hahah
Got a bit obsessed and decided I wanted to shoot a 2.0 version for Halloween content! Are you excited??
I've been working whenever I can on her so far but I've been so sick it'...
2021-10-13 17:17:22 +0000 UTC
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As per our traditions, nuddie on main when life has made me be away for a bit, fighting fires and ensuring needed rest (firmly, bcs I'm stubborn and still think I can push thru when I can't) 💪🏻
This way we can all be less sad I've been gone if this is what happens when I pop back up hehe plus it helps reinforce to my brain that this is safe (instead of the regular "you haven't posted in 3 weeks they all hate you, delete your acct and burn your pc" commentary) :)
Woof well, it would app...
2021-10-13 05:28:16 +0000 UTC
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Tl;Dr free nood to celebrate coming back after health stuff KOed me for a bit 🎉, the TOS changes are a cluster fuck but I'm not going anywhere right now, I've been having really bad health issues but they're slowly easing (good vibes appreciated to keep recovering) XTRA DIRTY content AVAILABLE ONLY FOR SEPT including clips from GG lives & Cherlene amongst others, maybe new platform TBD depending on OF
(Its taken me like a week to write this post so I bear with me if it's a lil disjointe...
2021-09-01 04:11:25 +0000 UTC
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Thank you so much for everyone's support thru this 💕 I know I sound like a broken record but you all seriously light up my life and I will never not be impatient to be able to work more and spoils yous/spend more time w our community 🥰
Anywhoodles I didn't wanna bomb out your fap feed w bawling (I'm sure it wouldn't ruin everyone's sesh but I'd prefer not to cater to that specific kink rn haha) but if you want to know a bit more about how rough this second vaccine dose has been like for m...
2021-07-28 00:55:35 +0000 UTC
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Casual lil set! No makeup and some comfy lingerie/sweats. Took this a few weeks ago on a randomly good day and I was def feeling myself haha
Do you like this kinda chill content?
Don't get me wrong I am always gonna love creating looks and getting done up, but it's nice to be able to feel cute/sexy without it too (esp when the days i have enough energy/low enough pain to do a whole look are very rare these days due to health issues)
2021-07-27 15:46:17 +0000 UTC
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(this was supposed to be posted Thursday I'm not sure why it didn't go but I did indeed have a rly back reaction to the 2nd dose, I'm just trying to help my body heal (as frustrating as it is not to push to do work I want to), I'll update more when I can, my instinct is to just gloss over it and jump back in asap but I know I have a lot of chronically ill Cosmianauts here too that may be struggling with the vax as well so I wanna share for them all so we kno were not alone 💕🥄)
JFC this m...
2021-07-26 22:29:02 +0000 UTC
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Tldr, mini stroke recovery is bumpy, won't kno how worried to be till I see a neurologist, I'm a bit of a zombie rn
Urgh jeeze I mean I know we're all used to things not quite going to plan and random health flared in cosmialand but this is a bit much... I know technically like anyone could die at any moment but being slapped in the face w that at a higher risk it kinda added a lot of vital stuff to my todo list on top of a tonne of stuff that rly doesn't help my anxiety lol like trying to make...
2021-07-15 21:37:17 +0000 UTC
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Uh rough weekend :/
First off I'm safe rn and I'm taking as many precautions as I can till I have an appt w my GP tmrw to find out more, pls don't worry
But there appears to be a good chance I had a TIA/ministroke this weekend
I wanted to record a full update about everything that happened but I've been very out of spoons, they've all been spent trying to deal w this (trying to get doc appt, calling chemist's to check if any.meds have stroke risk factors, setting up emergency help systems if...
2021-07-12 22:35:15 +0000 UTC
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Have you seen black widow yet? Spoiler free comments but lemme kno what you thought!
Some more BTS piccies including the last lil spoonie black widow cosplay detail! I actually had to order this patch twice (along w some accessories supplies) bcs the packages got stolen so I was worried it wouldn't come in time but got it just under the wire, phewfff dem cripple God's smiled on me clearly haha
Thank you so much for all your support and helping me be able to make this and shoot it, you're all ...
2021-07-11 14:56:30 +0000 UTC
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I FINALLY GOT TO SEE THE MOVIE AAAHHHHHH
🥰🥰🥰
I was only completely confused half the time and had to have subtitles on bcs everyone's Russian accent was terrible but it's fine I love black widow and I'm so happy I got to do this cosplay for yous all ^_^
I haven't just like taken time off to watch a movie in... Months? I honestly don't ever remember but I made popcorn and it was rly nice 😭🍿
And don't worry obviously I got it on Disney, I don't have my second shot yet so I'm still ...
2021-07-10 05:58:17 +0000 UTC
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AAAAHHHH FIRST LOOK AT MY SPOONIE MCU BLACK WIDOW SHOOT!
What do you thiiiiink?
I had all my braces on and ofc Dora was included but there's some other lil spoonie Easter eggs hehe can you spot one in this batch? ^_^
I'm still a bit flared from the migraine after the shower show, I had a great time but it knocked me out hard and I was hurling for half the night so I'm still in recovery mode but I was too excited I had to try and rouse myself from my zombie potato state to share these w you ...
2021-07-07 22:56:21 +0000 UTC
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Menu is the last pic!
Okies dokes fam, I got some food in me and got the lighting set up as best I could so I'll be going live in a couple minutes!
Let's try same menu and I'll do my best 💕 but boob flashes are the easiest for me so I encourage those Esp tonight!
2021-07-04 02:14:53 +0000 UTC
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JFC the lord is testing me today fam.
My body is very not up for our maple stream today either and I'm really crushed. I was trying to brainstorm what I could do within my limits that would still be something nice for us and I was thinking maybe a chill shower show?
I know my streams are normally really high energy and super bubbly but while that's def how I am sometimes it's only one side of me and right now I'm not capable of being like that. But I know most of my Cosmianauts like me for many...
2021-07-04 01:13:34 +0000 UTC
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