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🖤⛓🥰Bringing this beast back to life tonight complete with ne..

🖤⛓🥰Bringing this beast back to life tonight complete with new things to go bump in the night. Tomorrow I’ll live stream my makeup I think.🖤⛓❤️‍🔥 This doll is a piece complete with illusions about 🗡🖤🕷obsession🕷🖤🗡 Who or what is your obsession? Did they pull you down into darkness? ⛓🔪Tell me how your scars were wrought🔪⛓ ~👻~

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My subs got a couple more than you but don’t worry - I’ll sh..

suzyspecterfree post My subs got a couple more than you but don’t worry - I’ll sh..

My subs got a couple more than you but don’t worry - I’ll share a treat here soon. ⛓🔪Sighing softly, bended knee🔪⛓ ⚰️Sweetly give yourself to me⚰️ 🗡🔮Burning inside, searing pain🔮🗡 🩸you’ll never want a thing again🩸 I recorded a time lapse of makeup for you all. With conventions and gigs and my computer going down again, I almost gave up. I’ve almost given up. But I can’t and I never will You’ll be forever haunted by me. Surrender. 🕷👻🕷

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Something lovely this way comes ~ just a little longer now ..

suzyspecterfree post Something lovely this way comes ~ just a little longer now

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Something lovely this way comes ~ just a little longer now 👻❤️‍🔥👻

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👤💨🌬FROZEN🌬💨👤 💨never did I truly see how blind I truly was💨 💨..

suzyspecterfree post 👤💨🌬FROZEN🌬💨👤
💨never did I truly see how blind I truly was💨
💨..

👤💨🌬FROZEN🌬💨👤 💨never did I truly see how blind I truly was💨 💨ever did my soul believe what he💨 💨says and does💨 💨my shattered mind they somehow bind💨 💨with ribbon, bone, and red💨 💨I’m trapped here now I can’t escape💨 💨mementos of that bed💨 I am hosting a 4 day convention and I heard they are sending me a new CPU so I’ll be able to work again. I’ll be selling some risqué photos and I’m open for customs now as well. Please hel...

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☠️👻☠️ With all the pain that burns inside My ghost, now feti..

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With all the pain that burns inside
My ghost, now feti..

☠️👻☠️ With all the pain that burns inside My ghost, now fetid will twist and writhe Releasing her to dance and play Please help me wash the scars away ☠️👻☠️ This is a video / screen test I did for a lovely bathtub dancy nakie times video. I love making these and I cry everyday I don’t have the good chip in my pc. Please don’t go yet. I have so much to show you… I promise it’ll be worth it. 👻

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Sunday funday is also 🍑bum day🍑 and I’ll have my pc running ..

suzyspecterfree post Sunday funday is also 🍑bum day🍑 and I’ll have my pc running ..

Sunday funday is also 🍑bum day🍑 and I’ll have my pc running by then… stay tunnnnneeeeddddd

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*nicer version on sub channel or here for $3. It’s the same ..

suzyspecterfree post *nicer version on sub channel or here for $3. It’s the same ..

*nicer version on sub channel or here for $3. It’s the same images less filtered - just got pc running so things will happen soon* Haunted things come to those who wait Your devious thoughts I shall placate Please don’t go I need you here To feed my soul with all your fear ☠️👻☠️

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Facebook crashed the world so I had to meme about. Enjoy.

suzyspecterfree post Facebook crashed the world so I had to meme about. Enjoy.

Facebook crashed the world so I had to meme about. Enjoy.

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🌌*he said I was his stardust🌌 🌌*it haunts me*🌌 Tip for movin..

suzyspecterfree post 🌌*he said I was his stardust🌌
🌌*it haunts me*🌌
Tip for movin..

🌌*he said I was his stardust🌌 🌌*it haunts me*🌌 Tip for moving graphics in different colors This was just a treat - more later

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I WILL BE GIVING A DISCOUNT ON MY PAID CHANNEL THIS MONDAY -..

suzyspecterfree post I WILL BE GIVING A DISCOUNT ON MY PAID CHANNEL THIS MONDAY -..

I WILL BE GIVING A DISCOUNT ON MY PAID CHANNEL THIS MONDAY - STAY TUNED 🩸WELCOME TO THE FOLD🩸 Hauntlings - thank you so so much for waiting. My pc problem has been identified (bad processor 🙄) and I’m waiting for parts. This month is emotionally hard for me. The hardest so far. I had so many dreams for this year and my life has just been pushed in very different way then I planned. But I plan on making the absolute most of my October no matter the cost. I will take you with me this ...

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*If you were on my sub account this photo would be a little ..

suzyspecterfree post *If you were on my sub account this photo would be a little ..

*If you were on my sub account this photo would be a little spicier* My last 🌌MEMORY🌌 for this month will be incoming this week. I’m very excited to announce I’ll be working with a photographer soon on some very quality sets for the coming months. I’m the depth of all that’s happened the last 4+ months of my life I’ve still managed to create art. All these shoots I’ve taken some tease-y pics - I’ll be releasing some sets if you’re into that sort of thing. Nothing “ex...

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🫀🩸MEMORY 4🩸🫀 🩸☠️I awoke blearily, cold and limply lain☠️🩸 🩸☠..

🫀🩸MEMORY 4🩸🫀 🩸☠️I awoke blearily, cold and limply lain☠️🩸 🩸☠️Each fiber screaming mass amounts of☠️🩸 🩸☠️ Confusion and pain☠️🩸 🩸☠️Pouring water on my face the red ran☠️🩸 🩸☠️Softly down☠️🩸 🩸☠️Your heart pounding, and I was☠️🩸 🩸☠️lurching☠️🩸 🩸☠️You sobs my cadence bound☠️🩸 🩸☠️I laid there for a moment ☠️🩸 🩸☠️hoping you wouldn’t☠️🩸 🩸☠️Cease...

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Sometimes leather sometimes lace - sometimes deviant sometim..

suzyspecterfree post Sometimes leather sometimes lace - sometimes deviant sometim..

Sometimes leather sometimes lace - sometimes deviant sometimes chaste - always always fall from Grace - 🔮🔮🔮🔮🔮 stay tuned

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❤️‍🩹❤️‍🔥MEMORY 3❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹 ❤️‍🔥🔥That day we marched like 7 mi..

suzyspecterfree post ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🔥MEMORY 3❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹

❤️‍🔥🔥That day we marched like 7 mi..

❤️‍🩹❤️‍🔥MEMORY 3❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹 ❤️‍🔥🔥That day we marched like 7 miles🔥❤️‍🔥 ❤️‍🔥🔥the salt across my chest🔥❤️‍🔥 ❤️‍🔥🔥You want your voice to be heard🔥❤️‍🔥 ❤️‍🔥🔥to stand for what is best🔥❤️‍🔥 ❤️‍🔥🔥I went to protect you, because🔥❤️‍🔥 ❤️‍🔥🔥you’re weak and fair🔥❤️‍🔥 ❤️‍🔥🔥as the riot broke outside you🔥❤️‍🔥...

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🩸🩸Enter now a special place🩸🩸 🩸🩸Separate from both time and ..

🩸🩸Enter now a special place🩸🩸 🩸🩸Separate from both time and space🩸🩸 🩸🩸A place where only you exist🩸🩸 🩸🩸And vanish into nothingness🩸🩸 I’m sick at the doctor. But it’s ok I’ll have another gift for you tonight 😏😏😏😏

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Hopefully my PC will be up and running by Sunday. I’m the me..

suzyspecterfree post Hopefully my PC will be up and running by Sunday. I’m the me..

Hopefully my PC will be up and running by Sunday. I’m the mean time enjoy this filtered edit “carousel” - these shots are available here for $3 or if you’re in the sun account youd just see them show up on your feed 😏😏😏😏😏😏😏 thank you for beating with me - I really needed you in my life. Light 🔥 Drink 🩸 Do 🖼 ~👻

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💀🌸MEMORY 2🌸💀 *edit - I posted this last night and it wasn’t..

suzyspecterfree post 💀🌸MEMORY 2🌸💀

*edit - I posted this last night and it wasn’t..

💀🌸MEMORY 2🌸💀 *edit - I posted this last night and it wasn’t there this morning? Sorry if it’s a repost - some words changed because OnlyFans - I am posting one of these publicly so I threw in a couple bonus - photos by Kasey Allcot* 🌸💀Deep beneath the beet-ing of my 💀🌸 🌸💀now forgotten heart💀🌸 🌸💀lies a valley filled with canopies so thick💀🌸 🌸💀you cannot tell the sky apart💀🌸 🌸💀deep within the forest there 🌸💀a ocean glo...

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My pc isn’t working. Have this consultation shot (subscripti..

suzyspecterfree post My pc isn’t working. Have this consultation shot (subscripti..

My pc isn’t working. Have this consultation shot (subscription got a spicier pic neener neener). I still have memories already set to share and I’ll have one posted here shortly. For what it’s worth I never thought anyone would look at my art. So thank you. Something something inappropriate cave joke here 👻

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*MEMORY 1* 🌌that night🌌 by the window of leaded glass 🌬a cl..

suzyspecterfree post *MEMORY 1*

🌌that night🌌 by the window of leaded glass
🌬a cl..

*MEMORY 1* 🌌that night🌌 by the window of leaded glass 🌬a cloud of mist🌬 came through You crept upon my 💀legs and chest☠️ Though unable to move I knew I awoke before the 🔥fire🔥 unsure my path from there 🩸forever thirst🩸 unquenched desire🩸 ⚰️The red upon my hair⚰️ ***edit: I had to change some words in the poem because of restrictions 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 Hey guys! Life is super spicy for me rn. Everyday is a lot but I keep hoping the future wil...

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Trying to film something special today! Stay tuned - I hope ..

Trying to film something special today! Stay tuned - I hope you're having a great Labor Day!

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😈😈😈😈😈😈 She wasnt like the other girls She didn’t stay within..

suzyspecterfree post 😈😈😈😈😈😈
She wasnt like the other girls
She didn’t stay within..

😈😈😈😈😈😈 She wasnt like the other girls She didn’t stay within their world She always there with flowing hair Whispering softly in your ear A demon - ghost - witch - vampire Something deadly to admire. Be you. 😈😈😈😈😈😈😈

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MY HOOF SHOES ARRIVE TODAY! I may live stream to both accoun..

MY HOOF SHOES ARRIVE TODAY! I may live stream to both accounts for the unboxing!!!! You wanna see me try them on? 🤤🤤🤤😈😈😈😈 let’s say, 8pm? CST. You can always subscribe to @suzyspecter for more incredible content that comes at a discount 😈👻💀☠️

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Bonus Memory 🔪⛓Shackles⛓🔪 I remember being bound 💀 tightly ..

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🔪⛓Shackles⛓🔪
I remember being bound 💀 tightly ..

Bonus Memory 🔪⛓Shackles⛓🔪 I remember being bound 💀 tightly pulled ⛓chains⛓ around I remember metal 🌬cold🌬 heavy pulling at my soul I remember echoed sounds, ✨tinkling✨ sharply, bouncing down I remember my resolve, to break free forever from ❤️‍🔥your love❤️‍🔥 I’m in dire straits precious ones. Stay tuned for some messages with special pictures in case you are interested.

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💀MEMORIES💀 Sometimes when we break free of the past we have ..

💀MEMORIES💀 Sometimes when we break free of the past we have 👥shadows👥 following us in 🧠minds🧠. Visions of the moments from when wence we came. 👻Specters👻 of our lives can bring us 🥰joy🥰, 💃🏼passion💃🏼, or intense 🔪pain🔪. Out 💀MEMORIES💀 can take us, make us, or break us. For those effected by PTSD, ADD/ADHD, spectrum disorders, schizophrenia and a multitude of other neurological issues, 💀MEMORIES💀 can be like ⚡️lightning⚡️ straig...

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👻💀Precious Haunted Souls💀👻 🌌Trying to see a single ⭐️ in th..

👻💀Precious Haunted Souls💀👻 🌌Trying to see a single ⭐️ in the galaxy of lights🌌 is… impossible. I built this place to share 🔮magic🔮 and educate about ⛓🪓🔪💊🩸🧠 the things we all face. But in order to create them, I must also still suffer from them. I do all my own 💄makeup💄 📸photography📸 📝editing📝 and 📖research📖 as well as work in the normal, sick mundane world. My last two attempts at photos have 🥺😔failed🥺😔. They ...

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❤️‍🔥My Hauntlings❤️‍🔥 I sent you something 🌠stellar🌠. I hop..

suzyspecterfree post ❤️‍🔥My Hauntlings❤️‍🔥

I sent you something 🌠stellar🌠. I hop..

❤️‍🔥My Hauntlings❤️‍🔥 I sent you something 🌠stellar🌠. I hope you like it. Soon you’ll have the option of seeing some much 💄Lovelier💄 images, so be sure to stay tuned. I decided to start offering little bonus things for my re-subs. I hope I 👻haunt👻 your dreams ~❤️‍🔥👻❤️‍🔥

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See 5+ photos a month plus all kinds of interesting, evocati..

See 5+ photos a month plus all kinds of interesting, evocative things on my paid OF @suzyspecter! BEHOLD! Drop #3! 💄Red is my color and I always see red 🩸it’s the color of all the bad thoughts in my head 🩸 thank you for believing in ghosts 🔮👻🔮 There will be a bonus photo for my precious subs next drop WARNING: this series contains subject matter pertaining to mental illness, obsessive thoughts, suicidal ideations and other related content: IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW IS STRU...

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Yeehaw

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Yeehaw

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Hello precious! Drop is coming this 🌌evening🌌 but in the me..

suzyspecterfree post Hello precious!

Drop is coming this 🌌evening🌌 but in the me..

Hello precious! Drop is coming this 🌌evening🌌 but in the mean time, have some candids from the 💄evocative💄 shoot I did. LIGHT🔥DRINK🩸DO🖼

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🔮TONIGHT!!!🔮 Soon my precious ones I’ll have a stream just ..

🔮TONIGHT!!!🔮 Soon my precious ones I’ll have a stream just for you 🤍👻🤍 For starters we’ll be over on my paid site tonight, while I don 🩸🫀war paint🫀🩸 for my next set of empowerment photos!!! I have new outfits and everything! Come play with us, forever and ever and ever… LIGHT🔥DRINK🩸DO🖼

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