**๐ Dear ๐ Diary ๐** I *know* I write a lot of these, but I..
Added 2023-03-09 19:42:51 +0000 UTC**๐ Dear ๐ Diary ๐** I *know* I write a lot of these, but I really like sharing with you my thoughts and feelings, and I like you getting to know me.. itโs so much more personal :โ) and I always think thatโs so much more fun.. Itโs like when you have a crush in real life, and you know about all their ins-and-outs and little quirks.. I wanted to write this diary when I woke up today, and laying in bed in the morning is ~alwaysss~ the best, the bed is the perfect temperature, you know that perfect body heat temperature and youโre x10 comfier than when you fell asleep? ๐งธ The only bad thing is when the blinds are open and youโve got the sun blasting in your face ๐ ๐ and I can barely see lol.. But, today ;3 that isnโt the case, itโs been really cold ๐ฅถ here recently and a bit grey and overcast.. but.. i kinda like it. When itโs sunny outside itโs like the world telling you to get up and go outside.. but when itโs ๐ง๏ธ rainy and cold.. itโs like being made to stay in and order food, watch a movie and lay in bed.. so I canโt really complain ๐ค I used to be able to order deliveroo to my house but recently they decided that my house was too far away and thatโs probably the >saddest< news Iโve had all year.. i still dream about my favourite hot sandwich being delivered ๐ฅต itโs crazy to think it wasnโt even *thattttt* long ago that you had to call up your local takeaway shops and drive all the way there to pick it up ;o There was something super exciting about going in the car with your parents to get takeaway and picking up a dvd on a friday night :โ).. i mean donโt get me wrong, having stuff like deliveroo is super convenient.. but i guess you just get so used to it that it takes away the exciting feeling of it all.. -also- well, convenient because I canโt drive yet ๐ญ I took my first -real- lesson ๐ (without a friend teaching me) yesterday and it was *terrifying* - we just did driving on a tiny little road near mine and he was teaching me how to properly use my steering wheel.. where u feed it with one hand and keep your hand at ten-to-three position ๐ค It was going well, apart from me breaking too hard.. lol. I think his head nearly touched the dash board when I saw another car.. ๐ฌ Then near the end of the lesson, I was overtaking cars parked near the side of the road and.. another car came when I was pulling out and I totally freaked out :s I think he was getting frustrated with me ๐ a little bit anyway, hahaha. But, I am determined to pass in the next six months ๐ช ๐ itโs funny because something im so excited about is to show you my picture of me passing ;3 you know where people take those pictures stood next to the car with their little certificate ๐ ? I want that to be me so badly.. then I can take you wherever I want ๐ I canโt wait to take you out :โ) Well- I better get ready and make some dinner so I can take some late night pictures for you again heheh Maybe if youโre the person that likes reading these, you can tell me what youโd like to hear about me in the comments below, itโd be nice to be able to tell you things about me that you want to hear ๐ฅฐ I hope youโre having a nice day/evening! Luv u - belle โค
