Been lax about posting lately! Sorry guys (& the few lovely ..
Added 2022-03-10 05:02:37 +0000 UTCBeen lax about posting lately! Sorry guys (& the few lovely ladies who also sub to me. โค) Honestly just not feeling myself too much recently (pun definitely intended ๐) Waiting to start feeling like myself again and be able to shoot content that I love and am proud of. I have low energy and some physical pain & discomfort, which makes me not feel like doing anything, which in turn makes me feel depressed because I feel like I'm not accomplishing anything worthwhile. Then that manifests in other ways and its just a vicious cycle. This is occurring in multiple areas of my life, not just onlyfans/content creation! I don't talk about mental health much on here but I feel as if this is important to express. If you are dealing with mental illness, you are not alone โค people care! I care! Anyway, im dealing with both emotional AND physical issues right now, and im not gonna lie, it has really been affecting me.. even moreso than I tried to prepare myself for. Just goes to show you can't plan for everything! So yeah. Im hanging in there though. And I know I'll get through it, regardless of how much it sucks right now. For the few of you who have asked to be updated about my radiation treatments.. I completed my 20th one today โค ๐ช I have 5 more to go. And yes, this is a big part of why I haven't been feeling 100%! I know it will get better soon and I'll be on the road to recovery. Sooooo THANKS FOR LETTING ME SHARE ๐
