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Hi.

I guess I don’t have much to say in the end, heh, I don’t even have an actual pen-name here. I’m not the type to talk much as she says, but since I’m anonymous here I’ll just ramble on for a little bit.

I have been struggling a lot IRL, life seems to be slipping away every day, I started this story when my fiancée went abroad to study, to have something to do with the free time that I now had. I followed her a year after, trying to slot into her new life with her new friends.

Each day her touch lingers a little lighter, our talks have broken down to simple updates. I can see her light up when she’s not with me. Struggle with me, like an obligation from the past that she’s dragging along. A promise she wished she never made.

Maybe it happens to everyone, every love story eventually fades away…

I don’t have anyone else in my life to protect, so the thought about ending it all, the struggle, the disappointment seems appropriate.

Anyway, I have left my job for now, will take a moment today later to write the next chapter.

Sorry for this, just wanted some part of my story to survive out there in the slop, you know.

I’ll fight for the next chapter I guess…

See ya guys tomorrow.

Comments

No se que comentar, Estarás pasando un infierno que querrás superar y no es nada fácil, No se como eres pero si eres humano y ves tus propios defectos y talentos puedes corregirlos, mejorarlos y llevarlos adelante, Porque ser humano significa sentir, No solo felicidad, Sino Dolor, Amor y Tristeza, Se que no todos somos iguales, Y que no entiendo lo que sientes porque no fui abandonado en ese sentido, Pero entiendo el vacío de estar solo y te recomiendo que llenes ese vacío en vez de dejarlo que crezcer, Es algo que no podrás solucionar después.

Espiritual18

Love the stories man! Keep trying to communicate with her. It’s hard I get it but sometimes the hardest things are the most worth it. We’re all here for you no matter what! Keep going on and merry Christmas man!

Austin King

Not always, but sometimes it just happens. It rarely is anyone's fault, it just happens. People fall out of love. The spark doesn't catch on the tinder. Not that that makes it any easier. I'm sorry you're going through all that.

Gamesempie

The hardest thing about life is the journey and how fleeting it all is, but that's what makes it beautiful. The struggles we endure, the one more moment of powering on, the realization that this part of the journey is just one of many more. Moments like these are a dime a dozen, but it is your moment. Take the precious few from that moment and journey on with whatever results that may be. If you have walked this far, you can still walk further. If - if - it ends, take from the moment the joys, celebrate it happening, and mourn the loss while looking ahead. Best of luck to you, and remember, there are more people who care for you still. Don't let your journey be cut short.

Nick Silva

Life is the hardest of every persons day, day in and day out, and when you don’t know if you will wake to tomorrow, the most important thing you can do is be honest and tell the truth. While that is probably one of the most hardest things one can do toward someone you can care about, it is better than letting those doubts, fears, and uncertainties weigh you down for the rest of your days long after either you both get past this together or wish each other well. Above all else, know this… Everything ends and it's always sad, but everything begins again, too. And that's always happy. Be happy. -twelve doctor (doctor who) Never be cruel. Never be cowardly. Hate is always foolish. Love is always wise. Always try to be nice, but never fail to be kind. -twelve doctor (doctor who)

J@39272)

Love the stories… and I’m sorry to hear that you’re going through a rough time…. I can’t help much if at all but a can share this… Check out this video, "tom hardy interview about the life lesson that a serial killer taught him" https://share.google/mbWP7AU3ocYO0Xv03 Like I said this is all I can do and I’m sorry. If it doesn’t help again I’m sincerely sorry. But when I read it reminded me of this and I really hope it helps. What I’m trying to say is that you’re an amazing writer, your work is great, and if you love writing I hope you keep it up for YOURSELF. And if you drop it all together that just fine because when it comes to us as people we come first before anyone else. And it’s really hard to put yourself first before anyone else I know it, because that’s how I am, and my parents always was. God bless mate

MGilly99

Love the stories ... seen it alot ... dont feel bad to rant ... lots of people do it... I definitely do... my friends love hearing about it... cause they know they can rant to me too ... life goes on... definitely hurts that u guys feel like its a chore to be together... but thats life with people if u guys were thinking of getting married that is work and always something the needs its ... it will never be perfect ... lol if it is u are living the dream ... im still laughing when my girlfriend asked why we never argue like every other couple ... cause she thought that was normal but thats just how society thinks it is ... I said we never argue I think thats great 👍... U r a great writer your stories are awesome ... even if u were bored at first ... ill say your stories always bring excitement to my day ... if u decide to stop ... that up to u ... be as selfish u want ... thats is a good thing ... tells u what u want ... hang in there ... u can always make what u do today make tomorrow better or worse... I personally would be sad to see u go ... but thats life sh*t happens ... not first author I know that that scary stuff happening to ...know a author who's friends died from driving drunk with some friends and got three of his friends killed in a crash ...and another that has a war happening in his country and is uncertain of when he can write his next chapter but the guy writes cause it helps him cope and he sees hope everytime he writes and that people love his work ... so I end with ... your stories are great ... definitely put a spring in my step ... and a tune on tongue.

Darkroguex11

Love your story don't give up please

joao goncalves

Hey man, I know your world probably feels like it's losing its meaning, but just know that life goes on. You and your fiance might have grown apart due to whatever circumstances, but life will go on. You'll be able to find someone else, build your own happiness, experience your ups and downs, and get through life. However, you can't do that if you keep holding on to things that won't work out. If you and your fiance truly are over, then let her go and go back home, rekindle your old friendships, be with family, and meet new people. Nothing good can come from holding on if she's already let you go. I hope that you're able to move past this and find someone new who wants to spend the rest of their life with you!

Sir Files

Bro life is the hardest thing you’ll ever do. It’s an accumulation of ups, down and everything end between. It gets even harder when we lose our purpose. be in our relationships our goals or simply our loved ones It’s easy to say “just keep on fighting” or “ just one more day” But it’s not I can’t even tell you that it’ll get easier because sometimes it doesn’t So all I can say is this find something worth fighting for not a relationship not a desperate need for companionship, but a new goal something to anchor yourself to, until you grow strong enough to handle everything else

Jonah Rivera


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