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Ho Ho Ho! December has arrived and it's time to morph into S..

Ho Ho Ho! December has arrived and it's time to morph into Santa for another year of making many kinds of fantasies come true 😜🎅🏻🎄

Please let me know what you'd like Santa to do for you and me and the elves will try their best to make it happen for you.

It will be a challenging month because, well, you already know, but I have some exciting things in store, the first of which comes next Thursday with the release of the "Turn Back The Clock" single and music video. I ha...

Good morning guys, woke up today remembering this photo shoo..

Good morning guys, woke up today remembering this photo shoot, it was so fun (and liberating!) 🤪😈
4th chemo cycle is about to end, so expect videos and more coming in one or two days ☺️
I have finished the "Turn Back The Clock" music video!!! 🎉 It took me forever, but I think it's going to be a great addition to the collection. I don't want to spoil the fun of discovering what it's about, but I can tell you it will premiere on Youtube next Thursday (Dec...

Good morning guys, got new pajamas and of course had to take..

Good morning guys, got new pajamas and of course had to take some pictures for you before the actual photo shoot 😜📸🐼

I took these pics yesterday and woke up early today to do a "quick" edit of them. I'm hoping to do a proper photo shoot in them next week during chemo break.

This cycle is definitely going better, I have a little more energy because I'm not overdoing it, and although it is what it is, it's bearable. Only 4 more days...

Have a great Friday 😘 ❤️<...

Good morning guys, let's play a game... what was I thinking ..

Good morning guys, let's play a game... what was I thinking on this set of pictures? 🤔🔎🤪

These were taken by Evert in September 2021 and I thought they would make a nice #throwbackthursday ☺️ It was a little game of character study.

Things are slow this week, the last days of each chemo cycle are like this, I have to follow a tight schedule of meals and rest and can't do much else. The other day even the TV remote weighed a ton, crazy! But the good thing is that it's ...

Good morning guys, while going through my vault looking for ..

Good morning guys, while going through my vault looking for stuff to use in the music video I'm working on for "Turn Back The Clock" I found this selection of pictures from my first "official" photo shoot as Benjamin Koll 🐼

The pictures were taken by my (now) husband during my first visit to Guadalajara (Mexico) on April 29th, 2015. At that time I had decided to quit my career as a mainstream music producer to follow this dream of mine to finally dare to be an ...

Good morning, everyone! This is my second encounter with Eli..

Good morning, everyone! This is my second encounter with Eliud, and things get a little steamy as we take our clothes off. 🐼😘🐻

Please welcome my dear friend Eliud, he's about to open his own OF page, I'll let you know when it's ready so I can tag him properly, and please respect our privacy and don't post this video elsewhere 🙏🏻.

Have a great Monday 😘 ❤️

Good morning guys, a friend told me yesterday that he was pl..

Good morning guys, a friend told me yesterday that he was planning to visit Maspalomas beach in the Grand Canary Islands and I remembered this photo shoot we did there in 2013. What a beautiful place. 🌊🐼

It was around 6pm, we had the beach to ourselves and took lots of pictures that I've been able to edit and make look better than ever. I love how technology is progressing these days! ☺️

Sorry I wasn't able to edit the second chapter of my new collaboration with Eliud in...

Good morning guys! Eliud and I are meeting again and this ti..

Good morning guys! Eliud and I are meeting again and this time we are going all out, starting with a nice cuddling and kissing session 🐼😘🐻

Please welcome my dear friend Eliud, he's about to open his own OF page, I'll let you know when it's ready so I can tag him properly, and please respect our privacy and don't post this video elsewhere 🙏🏻 Chapter two is out probably tomorrow.

Thank you so much for your comments and messages these days, they mean a lot. I'm approac...

Good morning everyone! As we approach this year's Christmas ..

Good morning everyone! As we approach this year's Christmas season, I'm preparing for you a December full of Santa joy and surprises 🎅🏼😉🎊.

I'm going to keep yesterday's new "Can I Be Loved" music video pinned to my profile for a few more days so you don't miss it. Now I'm working on two other videos, which I hope to have ready in time.

The first music video (long in the making) will accompany a "Turn Back The Clock" single release for download and streaming on Decembe...

Hey guys, it's finally here! This is the "Adamite" version o..

Hey guys, it's finally here! This is the "Adamite" version of "Can I be Loved", a music video that has been a long time in the making ☺️

I shot this video last year and released a YouTube version and another uncensored version here and on my other subscription sites. The uncensored version has some shots (on digital screens) of me without clothes, because that was the original idea for the video (there are some words I can't use in this text to avoid blocking). The first video I sho...

Good morning guys! Time to share the last video of this 6 pa..

Good morning guys! Time to share the last video of this 6 part series with Eliud, a nice and grand finale 🤪🐼💦🐻

Coming up next, our second encounter, which happened a week later, was less massage and more fun in bed 😜 Stay tuned!

Please welcome my dear friend Eliud, he's about to open his own OF page, I'll let you know when it's ready so I can tag him properly, and please respect our privacy and don't post this video elsewhere 🙏🏻

Yesterday I started the ...

Good morning guys! Two releases in a row? Are we crazy or wh..

Good morning guys! Two releases in a row? Are we crazy or what?? 😜💦🤪
I shot this last Friday. I'm still a little insecure about my scars and I also was not sure I was going to be able to cum, but to my surprise it felt great and I came more than the last time with Eliud, so yay me! 😜💦🎉

I'm starting my fourth chemo cycle today (I programmed this post yesterday so you had some entertainment today ☺️). I'll be in and out most of the day, but probably won't be abl...

Good morning guys, time for a nice and goooood release, what..

Good morning guys, time for a nice and goooood release, what better way to start the week? 😜💦🐻

Please welcome my dear friend Eliud, he's about to open his own OF page, I'll let you know when it's ready so I can tag him properly, and please respect our privacy and don't post this video elsewhere 🙏🏻

The week starts a little hectic, I have to keep editing and hopefully finish the first draft of the subscriber edition of "Can I Be Loved" today. Tomorrow I start my fourt...

Good morning with a Lego twist ☺️ and a b-side for those who..

Good morning with a Lego twist ☺️ and a b-side for those who like cake 🍰😜

Quick post because I have a lot to do this morning (for you). The thing about my 7 day break from chemo is that I get my energy back, so it's the best time to create content that I can edit later when treatment resumes so I have stuff to share with you. The downside is I get stressed because there's a lot on the list and I have to prioritize ☺️ but it's all good. Thank you so much for supporting me h...

Good morning guys! my first encounter with Eliud continues a..

Good morning guys! my first encounter with Eliud continues and this time I take over and give my dear friend the king treatment 😜👑.

Please welcome Eliud, he's about to open his own OF page, I'll let you know when it's ready so I can tag him properly, and please respect our privacy and don't post this video elsewhere 🙏🏻

My chemo break is going well, my facial skin is almost back to its optimal state (the things you learn on this journey...) and I am 1/3 of t...

Good morning guys! What is it about hotel mirrors and lighti..

Good morning guys! What is it about hotel mirrors and lighting that you can't help but take a selfie... or two... and then some 😜.

I woke up and remembered these pictures and thought they would make a good #throwbackthursday 🕰️ They were taken at Hotel Axel in Madrid on December 2022 ☺️

My chemo break continues. I'm editing the music video, which I hope to have ready next week, and today I'll also save some time to work on music. Have a great Thursday 😘 ❤️

Hey guys! My massage session with Eliud continues until some..

Hey guys! My massage session with Eliud continues until something happens and we let our instincts take over 😜😈.

And I can tell you (and you will be able to tell) it felt amazing ☺️

Please welcome Eliud, he's about to open his own OF page, I'll let you know when it's ready so I can tag him properly, and please respect our privacy and don't post it elsewhere 🙏🏻

I'm working on the new version of the "Can I Be Loved" video and hopefully I'll be able to work on s...

Hey guys, I'm finally ready to edit the alternate version of..

Hey guys, I'm finally ready to edit the alternate version of "Can I Be Loved" that I filmed. A full frontal video, raw and maybe a little too intense...

You can find the uncut version of the video here (look in the video collection or click on the tags in this post).

These are a few frames I did back then testing some looks. The final video won't look like this, but I thought you'd enjoy them while I have it ready.

I've finally finished my third cycle ...

Good morning guys, here's a nice memory to start the week ☺️..

Good morning guys, here's a nice memory to start the week ☺️

These pictures depict one of my happy places, skinny dipping in the water, just enjoying the simple pleasure of water on my skin. 💦🐼

We took them the afternoon of my 54th birthday, the water was boiling hot, but I didn't care. I was a happy potato 🤣.

I'm about to finish my third chemo cycle, and although it's ending without any major problems, my energy has been low (and a little weird) since Saturday...

Hey guys! Join me on the couch, let's have a nice long chat ..

Hey guys! Join me on the couch, let's have a nice long chat and maybe more 😜

I have very little time today, so I edited this picture for you that I made for the Halloween special this year. There are three more, I'll edit them when I have time. There will be a new video chapter tomorrow if I have time to edit it 😅.

Why such a hurry? Well, you know I have limited energy these days, I can usually do things until 12pm but that's it, the rest of the day I need to rest and take i...

Good morning guys! They say you need to massage the dough we..

Good morning guys! They say you need to massage the dough well to make a good cake 🍰 well, mine got the royal treatment this time 😜🤪

Please welcome Eliud, this is the second part of our first collaboration together, a nice, long and relaxing massage that is slowly developing into... you'll know more tomorrow 😜

I'm doing well in this third cycle, still low on energy, but rest and good mood help. That's why I was mostly offline yesterday. You know what I mean 😉 .

Good morning guys! Please welcome my dear friend Eliud 🐻☺️!W..

Good morning guys! Please welcome my dear friend Eliud 🐻☺️!

We met last Friday and started with a nice long and relaxing massage, please join us, it felt so great to have this after so many months ☺️

This is the first part of many to come, but as you know by now I love to start things slow and build up... 🤪.

I'll try to edit parts daily and keep them coming. I will also let you know when Eliud has his OF profile up and running.

Now I'm going back to rest ...

Hey guys, just a quick post to let you know that 2 new sets ..

Hey guys, just a quick post to let you know that 2 new sets of collab videos are coming very soon 🎉.

Please meet my dear friend Eliud 🧸 we took this picture just yesterday.

We had a great time together and I can't wait to share the videos with you, just give me some time to finish editing them 😅.

He's also putting together his OF profile, I'll let you know when it's ready.

Bear hugs! ❤️

PS: this collab will ONLY be available here 😉

Morning folks, breakfast is on the table and its all yours 😜..

Morning folks, breakfast is on the table and its all yours 😜😈🍆

This is the last post of this gallery, I'm happy to finally present it to you the way it should look. Sometimes photo shoots come out too dark or too noisy, but thanks to recent advances in photo editing tools, we are able to bring all those details back to life like there was never a problem to begin with ☺️ (just wait for the Santa revival this year ho ho ho 🎅🏻)

As I told you the other day, I did t...

Good morning guys! Here are two of my favorite pictures ever..

Good morning guys! Here are two of my favorite pictures ever, for the first time exactly as they were taken 😜📸.

Then I included the two additional ones we took, not as good, but just as revealing 😉.

Evert Arrañaga was the photographer. I just blurred the background and fixed the color, the rest is as it was. I've used some of these on other edits and artwork before, but they were more heavily processed. I found the originals the other day and thought it would be fun to ...

Good morning guys, it was Saturday night, a bar and I was ba..

Good morning guys, it was Saturday night, a bar and I was back on the same stool waiting for you... 🍸🐼

We're about to say goodbye to this series, only one post left that will be coming soon. I was finally able to edit the pictures properly and they look the way they should. Many of them are presented here for the first time: ☺️

I'm editing my first collab since June as fast as I can (it takes time and energy, so give me some time), I'll announce it properly tomorrow (her...

Hey guys! My dear and very talented friend Saul Aguilar did ..

Hey guys! My dear and very talented friend Saul Aguilar did this artwork inspired on my "pool party" series galleries you can find here. 

I love how he reimagined everything, but I'm scared of those nipples LOL 😅🤣🤣

I've also included a short video of his creation process for you to enjoy. Please follow Saul on Instagram (where his profile gets deleted from time to time, be sure to follow his backup accounts), X or Patreon. He's a wonderful guy and we nee...

Good morning everyone! Here's a little Halloween special, pu..

Good morning everyone! Here's a little Halloween special, pumpkin or not pumpkin? swipe for your favorite 😜🎃👻

Yesterday was a good day, I had a lot of energy, enough to do these special pics and.... drum roll please 🥁🥁🥁... a COLLABORATION!!!!

Yes! You read it well. I have to edit it now (it's a long session) but it will be out soon. I think you'll like it, it's my first time doing something like this since May, and I was a little insecure, but it felt great. I'll...

Good morning guys, just imagine what you would do if you fou..

Good morning guys, just imagine what you would do if you found me sitting on a bar stool like this? 😜

FYI I've been in this situation twice and it was great, maybe we should try it 🤪

I will try to do some Halloween related pics later, but feel free to browse my history here and the "halloween" tag in this post today for some past highlights 🎃

Have a very spooky and fun Halloween 😘👻 ❤️

Two short videos to celebrate #wetwednesday 😊💦🐻

Two short videos to celebrate #wetwednesday 😊💦🐻