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It's #throwbackthursday again! this time we're going back to..

benjaminkoll post It's #throwbackthursday again! this time we're going back to..

It's #throwbackthursday again! this time we're going back to 2022 to get back on the cozy magic carpet, and I think I'm going to need some help with the helm 😜.
I have good news today, next July 14th Jose Spinnin and I will be in Provincetown DJing at the Bear Week "QCare Bears" party at the Red Rom from 10pm to 1am. The place has two floors and each of us will be playing on one of them. It's going to be a blast, I'm sure. If you're in town for Bear Week, check my social media for the t...

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Good morning guys, today I'm sitting here patiently waiting ..

benjaminkoll post Good morning guys, today I'm sitting here patiently waiting ..

Good morning guys, today I'm sitting here patiently waiting for you to come and take care of breakfast πŸ˜œπŸ˜… Do you think you can make me get up?
Yesterday I recorded a new song (the vocals, that is, the arrangement is almost done, I've been working on the instrumentation for almost 2 months) and today I'll continue working on it, most likely recording backing vocals and then lead vocals for another song. Step by step the new album is taking shape and I'm beginning to suspect it's going...

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Good morning folks! If you're going to fight, make it fun an..

benjaminkoll post Good morning folks! If you're going to fight, make it fun an..

Good morning folks! If you're going to fight, make it fun and on your terms, right? Am I right? 😜. So let's get back to this black singlet at Rich's request and have some fun in the ring πŸ€ͺ.
This week has been interesting to say the least. In the middle of my own fights I'm working on two new songs and trying to figure out how to make more pictures so you can have something to look at in the coming days. I'm still amazed that it's so hard to find someone to collaborate with here! Most...

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Good morning guys, let's start the week with an open mind, i..

benjaminkoll post Good morning guys, let's start the week with an open mind, i..

Good morning guys, let's start the week with an open mind, if anything can happen, why not wish for the best? ☺️
This is one of the last galleries from the love seat, I still think we should come back and give it a ride as it was designed to be used, any volunteers? 😜
Have a wonderful Monday 😘❀️

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🎼Let's get -nconscious, honey Let's get -nconscious, honey 🎢..

benjaminkoll post 🎼Let's get -nconscious, honey Let's get -nconscious, honey 🎢..

🎼Let's get -nconscious, honey
Let's get -nconscious, honey 🎢
Good morning guys, today I woke up thinking about this song by Madonna. And that's how I'd like to spend the day, floating, relaxed and maybe a little high πŸ˜….

The last few days have been pretty complicated at the health department. I'm not ready to talk about it yet (and I'm not sure that's the best thing for me to do, because I don't like being a "Debbie Downer"), but believe me, I'm trying my best to...

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Good morning friends. Hope your week went well and the weeke..

benjaminkoll post Good morning friends. Hope your week went well and the weeke..

Good morning friends. Hope your week went well and the weekend looks great. Today I need a break and nothing better than getting back in the Jacuzzi ☺️

I want you to know that I appreciate your support from the bottom of my heart. You can't imagine how important it has been to have you here from the beginning and at this moment in my life. I love the joy and pleasure this journey has brought to all of us. In my dreams we all throw ourselves into a week long orgy on an island, na...

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Good morning, everyone! Another happy ending Toy Story? Have..

Good morning, everyone! Another happy ending Toy Story? Have we gone nuts this week or what? πŸ€ͺπŸ’¦πŸ†πŸ€£
I bought this second toy last week and it arrived two days ago, so yesterday I took a break from my book editing work and made this video for you. I won't spoil it for you, so enjoy!
Have a wonderful Friday 😘 ❀️

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Good morning guys, it's #throwbackthursday and while going t..

benjaminkoll post Good morning guys, it's #throwbackthursday and while going t..

Good morning guys, it's #throwbackthursday and while going through my vault I found this photo shoot from 2022. Turns out there are quite a few pictures I didn't share back when we did it. This first set reminds me of my happy place, would you join me? ☺️
Hope your week is going well, mine is moving slowly but steadily.
Have a beautiful Thursday dear friends ❀️😘❀️

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Good morning guys! Do you love a happy ending to a Toy Story..

Good morning guys! Do you love a happy ending to a Toy Story? πŸ€ͺπŸ’¦πŸ†
Well, you're in luck because that's what I have for you today. Last week, I was wondering if using this toy again would be more fun. Turns out it was. I won't spoil the end, but let's say that the theorem is becoming true: the more times you try a toy, the better it gets.
Fun fact: I wasn't sure it was going to work, so I didn't comb my hair or set up the lights right... I was a little messy, but it was worth ...

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Good morning guys! Breakfast time on the jacuzzi, cake's on ..

benjaminkoll post Good morning guys! Breakfast time on the jacuzzi, cake's on ..

Good morning guys! Breakfast time on the jacuzzi, cake's on me! πŸ°πŸ’¦β˜ΊοΈ
As expected, I'm super tired after all the weeks of anticipation, rehearsals and work, and then the trip and then the show, so I'm taking it easy this week. Time to relax, watch some movies, eat some ice cream, and do some of those tests the doctor said I should do that I never found the time to do before... fun times πŸ˜….
Have a great Tuesday 😘 ❀️

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Hey everyone! We're back from our trip to Milwaukee. I'm sor..

Hey everyone! We're back from our trip to Milwaukee. I'm sorry I didn't post while we were out, but it was just impossible due to the tight and extreme schedule we had. I wanted to program three videos for you, but I didn't have time.
The trip and the show were great experiences, so I think it was worth it. And the videos didn't run away. Here's the first one, which I shot last Thursday, before the trip. I'm trying a new toy I found that seemed fun... 😜 and let me say it was. From what ...

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Hello guys! Sorry I didn’t post earlier today, we were trave..

benjaminkoll post Hello guys! Sorry I didn’t post earlier today, we were trave..

Hello guys! Sorry I didn’t post earlier today, we were traveling all day since a little before after midgnight yesterday. We finally arrived at the hotel in Milwaukee and Pridefest welcomed us with a bottle of Kylie Minogue’s Prosecco and a bag of assorted candy. It’s a great start. Now it’s time to prepare for tomorrow’s show. Have a great day ☺️😘😘❀️❀️

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Good morning, guys! How about a nice edging session this mor..

Good morning, guys! How about a nice edging session this morning? It'll be a great way to relax after the last bunch of intense posts πŸ˜…πŸ†πŸ˜œ

It took me about a month to decide and write those posts. I think we need more information in the gay community for older guys. There's not much there in the open. It was my urologist who gave me the last push when I had the revision. When I asked him why there was so little good info for our segment of the population on matters of aging ...

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Good morning guys, yesterday's πŸ† story comes to a happy endi..

benjaminkoll post Good morning guys, yesterday's πŸ† story comes to a happy endi..

Good morning guys, yesterday's πŸ† story comes to a happy ending 😜

This is my own experience, if you have similar problems, please visit your urologist.

We left things with me suddenly being unable to have full erections or ejaculate at the beginning of February.

This got me a little worried, so I texted my former urologist and told him what was happening, he told me to do some lab work. My former urologist had been treating my low testosterone with Av...

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Good morning guys, after the tops and bottoms story, let's g..

benjaminkoll post Good morning guys, after the tops and bottoms story, let's g..

Good morning guys, after the tops and bottoms story, let's go back to the Jacuzzi, relax and talk about something that has happened to me in the last few months ☺️

Erections: To give you some context, all my life I have always had easy erections, I would get an erection when I traveled in a car, I would get an erection when I got anxious or nervous, I would get an erection when someone put a camera in front of me... and so on. I even had episodes of priapism, for example one tim...

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Good morning guys, bottoms up! Time for a cake party 🍰🎊πŸ₯³ I'm..

benjaminkoll post Good morning guys, bottoms up! Time for a cake party 🍰🎊πŸ₯³ I'm..

Good morning guys, bottoms up! Time for a cake party 🍰🎊πŸ₯³
I'm going to start a series of posts talking about different aspects of my life and how getting older has affected them. I hope they entertain you and maybe even help you.
Tops and bottoms: I tried top/bottom for the first time in my life with my first partner when I was about 27 years old. With his help I discovered that I was completely versatile and enjoyed doing both, although between you and me I didn't quite unde...

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Good morning guys, let's get soaking wet in the Jacuzzi πŸ›. A..

benjaminkoll post Good morning guys, let's get soaking wet in the Jacuzzi πŸ›. A..

Good morning guys, let's get soaking wet in the Jacuzzi πŸ›. After yesterday's video I really need it 😜

I don't know why, but the moment I touch water, I feel complete. I must have been a dolphin in another life haha It always feels great.

It's been a busy week for me, I've been dealing with a lot of anxiety, so much so that I've had trouble remembering my lyrics. But every day I've made a little progress and I'm feeling much better now. Jumping from rehearsals to s...

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Good morning everyone! Let's start the month off with a bang..

Good morning everyone! Let's start the month off with a bang πŸΌπŸ’¦
This happened the other day when we went to this hotel to take pictures, I was lying on the bed and my loving helping hand surprised me, this time more revealing and with a tiny plastic fiber whip in hand. It was my first time experiencing this tickling and teasing play and it felt great, I think we will try it again soon 😜
You can see the aftermath at the end, it was an intense experience πŸ€ͺ.
Happy Prid...

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Good morning guys! I think there's room for two in this seat..

benjaminkoll post Good morning guys! I think there's room for two in this seat..

Good morning guys! I think there's room for two in this seat, want to try? 😜
I really want to try this kind of love seat for fucking one of these days. There have been some cool developments and it may happen sooner rather than later, but I'll stop saying anything else because we all know by now what happens when I share plans before they actually happen πŸ˜…πŸ€£.
And get ready because tomorrow we kick off Pride Month with a bang πŸ₯³ have a great Friday 😘 ❀️

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Good morning guys, it's #throwbackthursday and I have someth..

Good morning guys, it's #throwbackthursday and I have something special for you, hope you enjoy it as much as I did πŸ€ͺπŸ’¦πŸ†
This was one of the videos I had to take down when a guy started stealing my content last year, but I've decided to bring it back today. It was a much needed release and as I explain at the beginning, I was a little insecure, but it was the first time I got my groove back after a little crisis in November 2022, something like what has been happening to me again t...

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Good morning guys, in the #wetwednesday tradition, let's enj..

benjaminkoll post Good morning guys, in the #wetwednesday tradition, let's enj..

Good morning guys, in the #wetwednesday tradition, let's enjoy a good dip in the Jacuzzi πŸ’¦πŸ¦ΆπŸ»πŸΌπŸ¦ΆπŸ»πŸ’¦
Today I woke up feeling less beat up from the heat. Last night it rained for the first time in months, which helped a lot. Hopefully (following Guadalajara tradition) this means we'll have these evening storms every day from now on ☺️
Rehearsals continue today, I'm also finishing one of the new songs I'm premiering in Milwaukee, got the guitar parts yesterday, and...

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Good morning guys, who wants cake for breakfast? 🍰 Come on i..

benjaminkoll post Good morning guys, who wants cake for breakfast? 🍰 Come on i..

Good morning guys, who wants cake for breakfast? 🍰 Come on in, I was waiting for you πŸ€ͺ
I think the first picture in this set is one of my favorites ever! πŸ₯° It's one of those moments where light, camera and mood flow together and something happens that feels like magic. I even did a more elaborate edit for a wallpaper I shared on Patreon, you can see part of it at the end.
Now let's start the day with a smile ☺️ are you coming? Happy Tuesday 😘 ❀️

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Good morning guys and foot lovers! Let's start the week soak..

Good morning guys and foot lovers! Let's start the week soaking head to toe in the Jacuzzi πŸ’¦πŸ¦ΆπŸ»πŸΌπŸ¦ΆπŸ»πŸ’¦.
This is the second and last video from the hot tub we shot this time, with a special wink to our foot loving friends. Pics coming soon, and the next video coming this week... well, buckle up 😜 because our beloved "helping hand" has taken a little step further in his game πŸ€ͺ.
Ten days until my Milwaukee Pridefest show. Today it's time for more rehearsals and a ...

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Good morning handsome, come to daddy, I have something here ..

benjaminkoll post Good morning handsome, come to daddy, I have something here ..

Good morning handsome, come to daddy, I have something here for you, they say breakfast is the most important meal of the day... 😜🍌☺️
Hope your week went well. Mine has been one of self-discovery and acceptance (again! it seems to be 2024's theme for me). Coming to terms with serious stuff and learning to let go of situations that are not good for me. I feel like I should really find the strength within myself to share more details, I suspect it might be helpful to others. But th...

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Good morning guys, join me in the Jacuzzi for breakfast, I b..

Good morning guys, join me in the Jacuzzi for breakfast, I brought cake πŸ°πŸ˜œπŸ’¦
We took this video last Tuesday on our little escapade to a love motel in the city, and there are more to come πŸ˜‰.
This week has been intense with rehearsals and the release of "Shine", but also dealing with my anxiety and facing personal fear and trauma. I went back to meditation to stop all those toxic thoughts and it worked wonders. Gone from not remembering a lot of the lyrics to remembering th...

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When you're half asleep, chilling and relaxed, but then you ..

benjaminkoll post When you're half asleep, chilling and relaxed, but then you ..

When you're half asleep, chilling and relaxed, but then you hear the door and his footsteps approaching your room... πŸ₯°πŸ˜œ
Good morning guys, love this set of pictures, there was a "love seat" at the motel and we took a few on it, more coming soon πŸ˜‰.
Did you like the new version of "Shine" with Malleous? Let me know, happy Friday 😘 ❀️

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Good morning everyone! It's single release day, so let's cel..

benjaminkoll post Good morning everyone! It's single release day, so let's cel..

Good morning everyone! It's single release day, so let's celebrate it by jumping in the jacuzzi and having a nice relaxing time while listening to the new song πŸ’¦πŸ˜.
Hubby took these pictures just as I was about to post my story here last Tuesday. It was a nice day.
Today I'm releasing a single that's near and dear to my heart, it's a new version of my song "Shine" (from the album "All Systems Go") completely reworked with new vocals by San Francisco rapper Malleous and renamed "...

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Good morning guys! Let's start the day with a nice, warm and..

Good morning guys! Let's start the day with a nice, warm and long shower, want to join me? 🐼🚿 😜
Yesterday we went to a motel for half the day to take some pictures and videos for you. I'll share more with you later this week. The plan was also to shoot part of a music video for a song I'm releasing tomorrow (surprise!), but when we got to that place it turned out to be under maintenance, so we had to go to another one. I think you'll like it though ☺️
Have a lovely (wet)...

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Good morning guys! These are the last pics I took for you af..

benjaminkoll post Good morning guys! These are the last pics I took for you af..

Good morning guys! These are the last pics I took for you after the video last week. I couldn't get enough of that mirror, so I took a moment to enjoy the feeling ☺️

I'm rehearsing every afternoon now. I'm having trouble remembering the lyrics, but I'm hoping that after 18 more rehearsals I'll be okay πŸ˜‰ .
It may seem strange that I forget them because I write my own lyrics, but it's not uncommon when you're creative and constantly working on new stuff. Your brain stays...

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Good morning guys, continuing from yesterday's video it's ti..

Good morning guys, continuing from yesterday's video it's time for ice cream and a little more fun πŸ¨πŸ’¦πŸ˜œ Enjoy!
Getting to a certain age can be challenging, guys, more than they let you know. I've even been tempted to make a video or blog about it because, at least for me, it was and still is difficult to find the right information when it comes to how age can affect your sex life and your body. I changed urologist a month ago and I am able to cum again and my erection is back and ...

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