It started out as a nervous, tentative experimentation in the shallow end of a fantasy that I always held as too strange, too embarrassing, too extreme to even consider.
And it grew into an all-encompassing obsession. It grew into a large belly hanging over the front of my waistband. It grew into plush thighs and a heavy ass. It grew into a face fattened out of handsomeness and into swollen unrecognizability, and a thickening double chin that I wear like a deliciously mort...
2025-06-09 03:55:59 +0000 UTC
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Screenshot from a video that stopped recording after one second 😭 Wish I had more from this but GOD DAMN look at what you've turned me into 🥵😫
2025-05-29 17:56:07 +0000 UTC
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Heavy in the front and heavy in the back 😫😫😫
All this weight I'm putting on is only half of what makes me flushed and moaning 24/7... the other half is where it's going 😫🥵
2025-04-14 04:40:53 +0000 UTC
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“Hey, good to see you!”
Marley’s hug is light, quick. Friendly. That ship sailed years ago and left me docked in the friend zone.
But it’s really not a bad zone. We’re a good group. The others make space for me at the brunch table. Marley moves over. All five of us go through the song and dance of how good everything looks, reading off the menu—acai bowls, toasted sandwiches, eggs benedict. A breeze drifts from the water, through the open door, ...
2025-03-28 02:36:41 +0000 UTC
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I'm loving my low stomach 😩😩 This heavy pig belly keep growing lower and lower. I'm obsessed with the feeling of it settling heavily between my legs, feeling the sides of it against the sensitive clouds of fat that I now have as inner thighs. Also... I don't want to get my hopes up, because I don't stretchmark easily, but it's looking like I might be getting the start of some on my belly 🫣🥵 I've always wanted belly stretch marks so bad. Please send stretchmarking thoughts my way ...
2025-03-10 15:45:05 +0000 UTC
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Do you have any idea how good getting fat must feel? We give up our fitness, our conventional attractiveness - on purpose. We go to great effort and great expense to forcibly un-sculpt our bodies. We make ourselves uncomfortable - physically and otherwise. We enter into this knowing it won’t be easy. As our reflections begin to change, we manage the thrill - suppressing it just enough so it won’t scare us back to the straight sizes but not so much we cant still be high on it 24/7...
2025-03-05 20:54:02 +0000 UTC
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The club is a haze-filled, neon-soaked place where the bass pounds through the walls. You move between the shoulders of mostly strangers, and a few friends, in a heady kind of half-asleep sleeplessness.
Until you look across the floor and see him.
For the first moment, its as if you must be dreaming. You've never seen anyone in your life like the man sitting on the plush bench on the other side of the dance floor. He's... fat. Provocatively so - and his crop top...
2025-03-01 22:41:32 +0000 UTC
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People ask a lot what I look like in public or in "normal" clothes. The truth is, I do wear pretty tight clothes out in public often, but not always, so I thought I'd show you what I look like in one of my more conservative outfits. This is the type of thing that I'd wear to lunch with friends or something like that, when it's not the right time to be too obscene with my body. I love how the shirt clings around my gut even though it's not tight. I sometimes feel like these type of clothes mak...
2025-01-23 23:09:23 +0000 UTC
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A snowballing addiction to fat and pleasure and embarrassment can do terrible things to a body 🥵😮💨🥵😮💨 These rolls stacking up at my sides... god, I still remember how it feels to be long and lean. I'm so embarrassed by my thighs, my hips, my ass... absolutely piggish, dimpled fat, blobs of deep cellulite on my body that was once so ideal. I've managed to grow my belly into such a tender, heavy hang but oh my fucking god, I need more. 🥵
2025-01-14 04:24:17 +0000 UTC
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**S'mores Stuffing | December 2022**
I ate so many s'mores making this video! I could practically feel the weight piling on. 🥵😫 My belly's been feeling really plush and low lately, and it's driving me absolutely wild.
I haven't done much messy eating content in the past but I know a lot of people really like it so I tried it for this one and I actually... loved it. Oh my god, the way having my big gut covered in chocolate and bits of graham cracker made me feel s...
2024-12-18 20:08:02 +0000 UTC
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I've long outgrown this shirt, but sometimes I still just need to check.
How much more of my fat stomach heaves out between the buttons that won't close? How much tighter does it cling to my trembling obese hips? I have to check to see if it still pulls all the way down, and how much more work I'll need to put in before it rolls up over my blubbery love handles even with the buttons pulled far apart. I love the feeling of my doughy pig belly flopping over the lowest button...
2024-12-06 02:29:50 +0000 UTC
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All Soaped Up
I'm so excited to post one of the most sensual videos I've ever made. I've lost count of how many time I had to stop and enjoy myself while I was filming this, watching back the footage, editing this... it's still hard to truly process that this is me now. This is my body. Fat and wobbling, swollen into a whole new shape. There's nothing left of the body I used to have... except maybe my hands. But that only makes it hotter in a way....
2024-12-05 01:40:34 +0000 UTC
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A little bonus from a video I took while filming Jiggle Bells 😉 Love how loose and heavy my hang looks here. Exactly how it felt.
2024-12-03 02:42:03 +0000 UTC
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**Jiggle Bells | December 2021**
*On the first day of Christmas, I'm bringing out my 2021 Christmas video... I really thought I was so fat then. And I was, but it's nothing compared to now 🥵. This is part one of counting down my Christmas videos from the start of my weight gain journey to the present*
Happy Holidays everyone! It's the most fattening time of year, and I think it's starting to show on my body... 😰🥵
I got so worked up exploring all my...
2024-12-02 02:34:04 +0000 UTC
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Everything's turning out deliciously thick 🥵 My rolls are bunching up at my back, I can feel them rubbing and jiggling all the fucking time. My biceps are completely gone, and now my upper arms are just heavy and soft with the thick dough that I grew from eating and eating and *eating*. And my BELLY. Goddd. 😩😮💨 It feels so fucking good and so fucking humiliating, you can see how much it's pushing and straining and drooping down low. My double chin is thickenin...
2024-11-28 14:03:03 +0000 UTC
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[This was previously posted on my Patreon but I know not everyone came from there and you deserve to have it too! This has been one of my most popular videos.]
🎃🦇 A Halloween Horror 🦇🎃
When an attractive guy takes a risky weight gain potion on Halloween night, he thinks it'll just make him a bit thick. He knows he has a great body, but he can't deny his fantasies of thickening up anymore, so he ignores the calls from his best friend ...
2024-11-01 06:45:36 +0000 UTC
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I used to look so good in a suit. I still remember what it feels like to tuck in my shirt with no resistance and have it cling to my body in a way that's nothing but aesthetic.
But I have to say, it feels so much hotter to have to stretch the buttons around a heavy, drooping gut. Not better, exactly. But hotter. A stomach that gets in the way, that needs to be lifted. An overhang which shows, obvious and humiliating, no matter what. Impossible to hide. I'...
2024-10-23 11:06:34 +0000 UTC
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A few more shots from my celebratory 7,000 calorie stuffing 😵🥵 I can’t believe I did this to myself! Look at me! I look so fat, you can really see how heavy and sloppy my belly has become. Hanging into my lap, ooof and pressing up against my bowl. Fuck that felt hot.
2024-10-21 19:10:02 +0000 UTC
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I'm gonna need to start filming my videos further back, I'm growing too obese for the frame 🥵 You can see how flustered it makes me.
2024-10-17 10:03:02 +0000 UTC
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*Desperation | Weight Gain Story*
It didn’t even start with a craving.
More a whim, really. The passing, innocent thought that some chocolate would really go nicely with my morning coffee. The morning coffee that I’m taking black, that’s supposed to hold me over until at least lunch, if not dinner. I’ve been eating too much, getting too big. My body’s changing fast and I’m beginning to scare myself.
I grip my mug, trying to hold on to the new me...
2024-10-14 03:04:02 +0000 UTC
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I want to be a cautionary tale.
If you've followed me for a while, you know what's happened to me. What I've done to myself, and why. I want the story to be whispered amongst potential gainers - sleek and rakish, with jawlines to ruin, tempted by a dark and aching fantasy just like I was. I want them to look at me and think how horrifying it would be for their bodies to swell like mine has, and for that thought to erupt an insatiable need to have exactly that - contradictory and c...
2024-10-11 11:03:03 +0000 UTC
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There's nothing I love more than the warm, uncomfortable heft of my belly in my lap, or feeling the thickening rolls bunching up at my sides, or the brush of my fat arms against my fat widening hips, or the thrill of horror when I look in the mirror, or the embarrassment of getting dressed into a tight outfit, or the vulnerability of my whole stomach hanging over the waistband of my pants, or tenderly soothing the straining ache of another day spent fattening myself. Fuck, I just can't get en...
2024-10-09 17:05:02 +0000 UTC
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This is a pretty standard UberEats order for me. I like to get a variety of things. It's why I usually don't order just one big thing like a pizza, because I get FOMO if I don't get to eat all different kinds of things every meal 🤣 I ALWAYS have to get fries though. And then just whatever else looks good. I love the way my side and back rolls stack and rub against each other 😫 It makes me feel so so so SO fat. My stomach's getting so big. I'm getting so desperate for more. 🥵
2024-10-05 19:43:02 +0000 UTC
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✅ A belly that hangs between my thighs
✅ A thickening double chin
✅ Needing to place my hand against the side of my stomach when I shift my weight to keep it steady
✅ Thick fatty thighs ribboned with cellulite
✅ A wide heavy ass
✅ The start of a waddle
✅ A desperate addiction to growing fatter
2024 is going great 🥵 I'm being swallowed up by obesity and I can't stop
2024-10-01 17:09:03 +0000 UTC
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Everyone keeps saying I'm turning into a real fat pear, and you're right. 🍐 It's a shock, I didn't expect my body to develop this way. I'm not gonna lie, I kind of hated it at first. It was vulnerable and embarrassing in a way that I hadn't really prepared for, and it was the first time I properly realized that even if I'm doing this to myself on purpose, it really is still out of my control.
But now? As with everything else that's happened to my poor, wrecked body as a result ...
2024-09-28 20:03:03 +0000 UTC
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**All Fat Now | May 2024 Weight Gain Film**
Don't let the title fool you — it's not meant to imply I'm done gaining weight (as if I could even stop 🥵) . I totally get if you wanna watch this one on mute if it's too early-90s music video for you, but let me tell you what I was going for.
There's something so surreal about changing your body, especially changing it this much. Especially changing it in a way that changes SO much else about you — the way people see y...
2024-09-26 20:11:02 +0000 UTC
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**Ruined Body, Ruined Clothes | January 2022**
*archive post — the below is the original text*
I'm definitely feeling the 'new year new me' vibes... but maybe not quite the same as most people. 🥵 I feel like I say this every month, but shooting this was so hot! Feeling my soft body ballooning against seams, buttons, tight fabric, until they just can't contain it anymore... ooooof. I am blowing up. And I really meant it when I said that I'm not planning on getting a...
2024-09-25 00:30:02 +0000 UTC
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*(2023 post)*
It feels so good to be like this 😮💨😫 It makes my face flush and my heart pound. It makes me want to show off and hide at the same time. But mostly it makes me want more 🥵 More of everything. I’ve gotten so greedy. All I care about these days is getting this heavy piggish belly to rest on the seat of the chair beneath my cottage cheese thighs and moan about what I’ve done to myself 😫😫😫
2024-09-23 03:18:02 +0000 UTC
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You can really tell that I filmed this before my calorie drive 🥵 I can't stop obsessing over how intensely weight gain has changed my body and keeps changing it more and more, fatter and fatter. Still, really had the makings of a nice fat hang and it's only getting lower and heavier. And yes, I had just eaten a whole box of chocolates 😩😮💨
2024-09-19 18:13:02 +0000 UTC
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Everything's getting so heavy - belly, thighs, rolls, hips, ass. I've invested in some support for this heavy dumptruck I'm growing, but it isn't strong enough. The strap just sinks into the fat 😩
2024-09-17 05:39:03 +0000 UTC
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